Don't you just sometimes feel so out of place and sad, like you know that there's people out there that cares for you but you still feel so empty inside. I just don't know what to do anymore, I always catch myself just sitting on the side lines not knowing what to say and ending up trying to say something so that I at least feel like I'm not invisible. When I'm there I always get included in the beginning but then I slowly drift apart and have to sit there quietly but when I decide to distance myself I always hear my name being called and people asking where I'm at. Where ever I'm at I always start to feel like I'm starting to drift apart and feel unneeded and lonely. I even feel forced to participate sometimes, I don't just know what to do anymore....