so, the number one reason i am not active here in wattpad anymore is because of myself.
i have priorities for myself. one of those things is to be happy.
ive mentioned this before i know for a fact. ive slowly been grasping onto this and actually put forth the effort into being happy.
with being happy comes new endeavours in my life. im experimenting with my talents (photography, videography, guitar) im also entering contests with my work.
as i will sadly be attending college soon, i need to figure out what the hell i want to do in life. that means i need to find something i will want to do everyday of my life and wake up WANTING to do that thing. wanting to go to work and having fun.
along with that i am changing my lifestyle. i am losing weight (already lpst 3 pounds woot woot), i am eating healthier so i can keep my body and health in check (as i need to be careful if family history).
ive never been selfish in my life, as ive never had the chance to be and i was rasied to be selfless, so i am taking MY LIFE IN CONTROL and being selfish in making sure i never return to dark places.
so i do hope yall understand. and again, seeing all the lovely notifs in my email truely make my day(s) so thank you so much for that. i originally came here for yall & im happy to see so many still care.
much love. xx
-mads