Arsonist-in-the-void
Why do my parents (mainly my mother) love the dog more than me and my brother? They literally said it another set of parents that they loved the dog atleast more than me when they thought I couldn't hear them...
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Anyone ever look back on a memory on what someone said and the realise how aphobic/homophobic/transphobic it was cause that just happened to me
Arsonist-in-the-void
So I just thought about how my countries education system is probaby insane to other countries (maybe not) because we have literal 12 year olds doing engineering, woodwork using drill, saws and stuff like that oh and you have in my art class dipping photographic paper in chemicals to see how the light changes it (this was from the new art teacher too my guy is like 20) is this normal in your countries because it's normal in mine (except the art one I don't think that's normal)
Arsonist-in-the-void
@Stellathedragon29 nevermind then, the place I live in the people don't call themselves kiwi's but then again the government here isn't bad
Stellathedragon29
@Arsonist-in-the-void um idk it’s part of the common wealth and the people call them selves kiwis
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Pinterest has sent me about 3 'someone on Pinterest is concerned for your wellbeing' emails and I'm not kidding when I say that's more than my parents over the last few years (like genuinely meaning it) so yeah not fun
Also LGBTQ club has not been updated because I SWEAR TO WHATEVER EXTERNAL FORCE ABOVE THAT EXISTS (IF THERE IS ONE) MY LAPTOP IS BEING A PIECE OF SH!T THAT THING IS ON LIFE SUPPORT I SWEAR but I'm getting my new laptop in a week or two so all is good so yeah
Arsonist-in-the-void
I think I'm losing myself and my friends and it's all my fault for going to tell them my issues! I feel like it's back then all over again but worse, why is it that every time friends abandon me it's always worse each time? I don't know but I hate it
Stellathedragon29
@Arsonist-in-the-void thats the same way I feel because it makes me feel less alone in my struggles
Arsonist-in-the-void
@Stellathedragon29 I hope this doesn't sound rude but it actually comforts me to hear that I'm not the only one who suffers like this
Arsonist-in-the-void
While I was explaining to my sibling why I don't like disco's (flashing lights, too much people, loud noises, etc) they looked at me and asked if was autistic then proceeded to say because I think you are when I said I never got a test for it. This also happened when I mentioned the main reason I don't like alot of food was because of texture not me being a brat they said the same thing
It's quite funny
Arsonist-in-the-void
What are the odds that Pinterest asks me if I'm okay before my friends (my friends aren't bad people and this just proves that my 'I have no issues for you to worry about' mask is working even my parents don't ask anymore!) Also yes the LGBTQ club will be getting an update once I deal with my laptop issues I have the chapters written just no way to publish them
Arsonist-in-the-void
@discount_paradox I'm doing fine this was during the night so I was a bit sleepy although it was all correct,. Thank you for asking though!
discount_paradox
@Arsonist-in-the-void but in all honesty, are you, though? I understand if you're not willing to share
Arsonist-in-the-void
Well first day in a new school and I'm not in the same main class as my only friend, but we don't know the classes for different subjects yet so I can still have hope but all went well except for not being able to speak at times but nobody was trying to talk to me at those times, I talked to a few SNA's I hope I can talk to people in my year aswell soon
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Oh how oblivious I was haha! My only friend? That bitch left me! This year is shit. Like bro I swear they went you are going to have a good friend of yours compare you to the exact person your mother compared you to. Not a great year but I have a friend group now so yeah
Arsonist-in-the-void
... tomorrow is school wish me luck and mental stability I'll need it to not forget how to talk within five seconds of being there
Arsonist-in-the-void
Summer break is almost over welp atleast next year I'll be getting 3 months of summer break instead of 2