ArtIsEternalBitch

Yo guys this is my newest acc im sorry I’ve been gone for so long I haven’t killed myself(yet). I got caught by my parents and everything was taken I got put on suicide watch for a hot minute shit was crazy. 
          
          There’s so much to catch up on yall can add me on this account cuz I can’t log back into this one. I made my current acc 2 years ago with the intention of updating yall but I didn’t have the balls to do it I felt awful. No more smut rp that shit is really embarrassing and thinking abt it makes me cringe. 
          
          I really missed yall while I was gone, confronted a couple of adults on here who chose to smut rp with me when I was 13 cuz that was fucking weird. PSA: if you’re an adult don’t talk about sex with children, especially if they’re mentally ill and need a stable support system instead of wattpad porn. 
          
          Life updates: I’m 17 now, have a girlfriend(she’s watching me type this out and says hi), I live her very much her name is Ivy and we’re perfect for each other and she’s saying “awwwww” as I’m typing this out. (She said she’s going to brutally make out with me and she’s going to cuck every one of you on here, she’s not joking.) I’m a lot healthier, my name is Apollo, I still go by he/him pronouns. I have very good friends and am doing well. Ivy says I should also say that I’m now more sigma. She also says “blegh”. She’s actually making me type this out cuz I don’t rly feel like typing out that much but I feel like an ass for ditching evb and she was sad reading evt.
          
          I have a different TikTok now, it’s JessePinkmanBiggestFan, my insta is JessepinkmanNumberOneFan. My new Discord is v1ctorxst0ne. I’m not very active on wattpad so yall can message me over on those platforms. I really appreciate the concern evb has had for me and I’m sorry that I’ve been gone so long.

It's been how long since you left? Years are too hard to count, I lost all sense of time. I just know that was one cruel April's fools.

Miss you 

art is an explosion but you were not eternal i guess you died after only 27 episodes the makers really hated you i guess 
          
          (no hate to sasori but yh those are facts)

checking in..! we miss you, I hope you're doing alr

It’s been a few months. April is coming up again. That will be year two without you lol. I still think about you all the time. I know the chances of you coming back to this silly old wattpad account is low. But maybe one day you’ll get curious and see if your account is still up and see all my messages.
          
          I used to message you every single day. I was counting the days and messages for a while. I lost count. 
          
          I seriously wonder if you even think about me. Do you even know I exist? Or was I just a random mutual on wattpad you liked to talk about anime with? I know we were friends once, but do I ever cross your mind when you’re putting frozen waffles in the freezer or toaster, or when you hear Panic! At the Disco and Fallout Boy? When you think about your chronically online days, do you think about me? 
          
          Are you even still alive? Your TikTok account is completely inactive. So is your Wattpad. I’ve just assumed the fucking worst at this point but if I ever find you I will probably cry tears of joy. 
          
          I don’t know what you look like, sound like, or how old you are. I’m not sure if you still identify as a guy. I don’t know what your favourite tv show is anymore, or your favourite artist. 
          
          I dunno. I love you and I’m sorry I couldn’t do more to help you 

Hey

miss ya

so, you really aren't coming back?

Heya, it’s been quite long huh, I’m turning two years older since you left. This is quite scary, starting a new stage is always crazy to me. Hope you’re doing well