Artist_Bean_Baby

(PT 2/2) CONTINUATION OF LAST POST:
          
          
                It was a rough drop from the fandom too, within 1-3 days, I started disliking the fandom and have been getting rid of it the best I can since.
          
                Lastly, I found another fandom that I enjoy, You may be wondering, "What fandom is that?" Well, may be a surprise, may be expected, but I am now in the FNF fandom. No, I didn't join simply because the characters looked cool, (Like UTAU lol) but because I played FNF myself and enjoyed it. I enjoy rythm games, (ESPECIALLY DDR I MEAN. YA'LL MIGHT BE TOO YOUNG BUT-Also DDR is short for Dance-Dance-Revolution) and the music in the game was so fucking good I mean, like I couldn't stop listening to the soundtrack on spotify for the LIFE of me. The characters were intresting, bright, and the lore for the game seems so cool too. I can't wait for more weeks and more lore. (and matpat to be pumping out some theory vids cause yes.) Overall, the game itself is fun and neat, and the characters are so fun to draw. (Also, Sue me, but with every fandom, I have a fav ship and, whoa not a surprise really, but my fav ship is BF x Pico. lol) So, after 4 years, I have finally dropped out and stepped into some new waters and it feels nice. Goodbye UTAU, Hello FNF.
          
          Sincerly,
          
          ArtistBeanBaby <3
          
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Dear followers and/or readers, 
          If you haven't looked at my recent update on Tangled Strings, no need, I will copy and paste here to make it easier:  (PT: 1/2)
          Firstly, I have fallen out of the UTAU fandom. After 4 years of being within the community I am no longer a part of it. Here's why-
          
          1. How toxic the fandom is and how gross it really is.
          2. Just wasn't intrested anymore.
          3. I had found another fandom I enjoy.
          
           (TW! WILL MENTION PEDOPHILIA, GROOMERS, PROSHIP AND INCEST)
          
          I will elaborate on some of these. Firstly, the UTAU fandom is extremely toxic and distgusting. Yes, I know that there are good things and good people there, but the majority is toxic. Here's why, besides some irl cases of hate towards other people because of a ship within the fandom, people ship incest, pedophilia, and problamatic ships. Nearly all of the fandom is full of Proshippers and pedophiles/groomers. Not only that, but the amount of hate towards others for simply not liking a Character, AU and/or ship is beyond toxic and just horrible. I won't rant about it any longer but overall, Toxic. (No, this is not directed at anyone specific, but is simply based off of my experience and what I have seen.)
          Secondly, I simply just stopped liking Undertale and it's alternate fandom. I was no longer intrested in the skeletons, goats etc. I can't explain, but one day I just stopped enjoying it. It no longer made me happy.

Addressing why I have been gone PT 2/2:
          
          One more thing I would like to mention: Mental Health.
          
                I will try to keep this as kid friendly and short as possible. Now, depression. We all go through some sort of aspects of it. We all handle it differently. Some people can handle it, some are unable to and that causes a lot a grief. Now before I talk about depression with me, I will like to mention something. If you're going through a dark time in your life, I want to tell you that you are loved and people are there for you. Even if you don't think so, well, I know so. I know first hand. We all have those moments where we question our place in this world and wonder who am I, why am I here, and, do I matter? We all go through this. 
          
                Depression is a real thing, and let's not deny that. It can be very serious. It has definitely been worse since the pandemic happened. A lot of lives have been lost because of depression and possibly more serious things. So I you're reading this, don't loose hope. If you don't think anyone is there for you, you can talked to me personally via message on Wattpad if you want. I will support and help you. If you have suicidal thoughts and/or actions, please, seek help. Call you suicide hotline and talk to people. They are there for you. That's why they are working, because they care. Keep that in mind. Now, onto what has been going on with me. I have just been sad lately. Degrading myself and questioning my worth and how capable I really am of things. This is something that has been slowing me down and it's reflecting on some of my grades. It will take me a while to get back on my feet. I hope you guys can be patient with me. 
          
                Overall, Thank you for your support and I'll be back. <3 

Addressing why I have been gone PT 1/2'
          
               Hello! If you're reading this, thank you! First of all, I'd like to say Thank you to those who have been supporting me! It really helps a lot! Secondly, I want to list some issues I have been going through and some day to day life that has been keeping me busy. 
          
                So, One thing I would like to mention is: School!
          
                Yes yes, We all have school and it's normal! I am in my last quarter of 8th grade. I am going to highschool soon! It is nerve-racking, but it's life! I have been trying to keep my grades up so I can pass and move on! It has been very stressful and tiring. (I will mention that later as well) Another thing is, tests. So far, 8th grade has taken a Pre PSAT and a PSAT (Practice SAT's) as well as a practice CMAS test. This week, (Starting April 5th, 2021) 8th grade will be taking a Math CMAS test, then an ELA CMAS test. This is going to be very stressful and tiring and I hope you guys can forgive me for not being 100% active. 
          
                Once all the tests blow over, I should hopefully start feeling better! Overall, school is being school but you and I as a whole can get through it! I want to say, If you're having a tough time at school, tell yourself these exact words, "I am smart. I am strong, and I am worth it." Don't let anything get you down! Bullies? Just give them the cold shoulder! Don't let them take your time and energy! Bad grades? Just try! Participate and try the work! If you don't understand a subject or a particular topic, ask! Teachers are there to help you, even if they seem mean! Tired? I get that! Try going to bed winner than usual! "But I have insomnia!" Ask your parents/guardians to get checked! There are a lot of things out there to help you sleep! (Going to bed early can also help!)
          
                
          
          
          
                
          
          

Tangled Strings PART 5 IS OUT NOW! Wow! I finally updated the ErrInk Fanfic! It's been so long since I have started writing it. It's about time it got updated, especially after it got 900+ reads?! Y'all INSANE! I never thought in my life I would have a story with that many reads! Thank you guys so much!

"...with a whisper in a forgotten language..." 
          
          RescueTale
          
          Chapter two
          
          
          Note: Wow! A teaser for those looking forward to RescueTale! This is part of a line for RescueTale chapter 2! I am looking forward to the second chapter being completed and published! Stay tuned~

About Codersverse:
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          Hey! Part 3 for Codersverse is out now! Go ahead and check it out! 
          I also want to say that I have been gone for a while and I would like to address that soon!

RescueTale Update:
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          Chapter 2 is still in progress! I thank those who are waiting patiently. For now, Chapter 1 is out now for those who haven't read it! The comic is still being worked on! I apologize for the long wait! Have a good day! 
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          Note: Further updates will be posted as well if anything changes or progress! Along with chapter releases! Stay Tuned~

RescueTale Update:
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          Chapter 2 is going to get started on ASAP! In the meantime, Chapter 1 is out right now on my Wattpad and on Ao3! (Mentions will be down below) The comic is being worked on now, however it may take longer than expected because of artblock (Sad bean noises) Hopefully, it will pass soon and I can continue on it! Further updates will be posted as well if anything changes or progresses!

ANNOUNCEMENT!
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          RescueTale Chapter 1 is out now!
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          This is going to be a very exciting journey! I hope you guys will enjoy the story as it progresses! 
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          Any questions? Just Ask!
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          RescueTale:
          
          An Undertale AU that came from the minds of two psychotic teenagers
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          @Artist_Bean_Baby for the comic
          
          Comic Update: WIP! PLEASE BE PATIENT!