ArtisticMelodyz891

Buckle up! I, MelodyStar891 will officially change my handle. Its not like i hate it but it just doesn't feel like me anymore. I was new to social media and was much more childish when i made this. I chose what felt like me and i loved it. But now i feel distant from it. It's adorable but not who i am. I have a safe account for everything as backup etc and that is made muuuuch earlier like as pre teen when i was desperate to grow up. It's kinda stylish and superior but I'm an adult now so it doesn't feel like it should be my handle either but I'd keep that as my childhood memory and style. The handle i want is already planned tho i kept trying to find something suitable- When i and my old best friend decided to collab we came up with that name. He was a really good artist, editor and writer and as a newbie who knew nothing about the world thx to strict and toxic family- i envied and adored him. Tho our friendship fell apart years ago, i still hope and wish he's doing well cuz he was there for me in my most ironic dark era of life. Thank you Okami, for being there despite my crazy ass troubles. The name of my new handle would be..ArtisticMelodyz This is a maaaaajor change since i had planned to keep my handle the same forever and it has been like 5 years since i started it. My 18 years age changed my wiring, perspectives, personality, passion, body and life style. Might aswell make myself the version of me ik i can be

ArtisticMelodyz891

Buckle up! I, MelodyStar891 will officially change my handle. Its not like i hate it but it just doesn't feel like me anymore. I was new to social media and was much more childish when i made this. I chose what felt like me and i loved it. But now i feel distant from it. It's adorable but not who i am. I have a safe account for everything as backup etc and that is made muuuuch earlier like as pre teen when i was desperate to grow up. It's kinda stylish and superior but I'm an adult now so it doesn't feel like it should be my handle either but I'd keep that as my childhood memory and style. The handle i want is already planned tho i kept trying to find something suitable- When i and my old best friend decided to collab we came up with that name. He was a really good artist, editor and writer and as a newbie who knew nothing about the world thx to strict and toxic family- i envied and adored him. Tho our friendship fell apart years ago, i still hope and wish he's doing well cuz he was there for me in my most ironic dark era of life. Thank you Okami, for being there despite my crazy ass troubles. The name of my new handle would be..ArtisticMelodyz This is a maaaaajor change since i had planned to keep my handle the same forever and it has been like 5 years since i started it. My 18 years age changed my wiring, perspectives, personality, passion, body and life style. Might aswell make myself the version of me ik i can be

ArtisticMelodyz891

Was too busy completing the edit to say.. Hapoy Anniversary to me and my love  2 years passed by so fast huh? I hope i can say 20 years someday haha.

Snowyz46

@MelodyStar891 Happy Anniversary Bestie!!
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ArtisticMelodyz891

I have some great news. After 8 months. I'm finally recovering from dementia and investing Fuzzi Asmr case helped me regain my consciousness. And Some youtube videos taught me alot bout my mental health because of the sweet toxic life i have. I was actually locked in my survival mode. Being obedient, quiet, sacrificing and selfless just to feel safe and not a burden which i was always told. Every individual should be loved for being themselves and they worthy for simply existing. Not for how beneficial they are. Cuz otherwise the way people force and carve someone is perfection. They lose their self identity. And later can't get out of and have life problems even when they do not need to be perfect. They can't balance life and passion. Now I'm happy that i can feel freedom before i actually achieve it.

ArtisticMelodyz891

Tada! New theme added. And i make arts through PixAI feel free to check it out thank u ❤️

Zenith_Productions

Hi, its been a while