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Hey, it's been a while, do you have a discord?

HAPPY NEW YEAR! I have forgotten to uodate my life story book so... gonna do it now 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!
          
          This year has been one of the most challenging year in most of our lives, the changes, the heart breaks, the sudden swings of life that gave you both, pain and joy with lessons and regrets. It was a huge roller coaster ride for me too. But this year, i found myself for real. Learnt so many things in the best and worst ways ever. Met people who were the best. Some stayed, some left me with a lesson. Life is so unpredictable. I officially have mamory loss now but, I'm pushing through it all. The best thing for me this year was that, even tho i lost the most close people i thought i had and wouldn't be able to live without, was wrong. I WAS able to live by my own and did make it out alive without losing my mind. I loved them but i learnt to respect, prioritize and protect my soul from all the harm they gave me and would give. Learnt true connections doesn't need years of building, it just needs to be real. So i am Sorry for those who were harmed,ignored, mistreated and left confused, i wasn't my best to them at that time. But Maybe people Learnt something from me or were benefited by my help or kindness too. I accepted my flaws and mistakes as ways to be better and more understanding to both myself and others. The age 18 was mesmerising in many ways. I actually became an adult. Thank you to all of you for staying by my side on this journey. Love you all. Happy new year with new experience and best of luck to all!

Merry Christmas!!

Buckle up! I, MelodyStar891 will officially change my handle. Its not like i hate it but it just doesn't feel like me anymore. I was new to social media and was much more childish when i made this. I chose what felt like me and i loved it. But now i feel distant from it. It's adorable but not who i am. I have a safe account for everything as backup etc and that is made muuuuch earlier like as pre teen when i was desperate to grow up. It's kinda stylish and superior but I'm an adult now so it doesn't feel like it should be my handle either but I'd keep that as my childhood memory and style. The handle i want is already planned tho i kept trying to find something suitable- When i and my old best friend decided to collab we came up with that name. He was a really good artist, editor and writer and as a newbie who knew nothing about the world thx to strict and toxic family- i envied and adored him. Tho our friendship fell apart years ago, i still hope and wish he's doing well cuz he was there for me in my most ironic dark era of life. Thank you Okami, for being there despite my crazy ass troubles. The name of my new handle would be..ArtisticMelodyz This is a maaaaajor change since i had planned to keep my handle the same forever and it has been like 5 years since i started it. My 18 years age changed my wiring, perspectives, personality, passion, body and life style. Might aswell make myself the version of me ik i can be

Was too busy completing the edit to say.. Hapoy Anniversary to me and my love  2 years passed by so fast huh? I hope i can say 20 years someday haha.

Sometimes no matter how much u explain the situation or your condition to yourself. It never feels right. But when someone else relates to u and explains it to u. It literally takes a strong place in your soul and mind. Doesn't it?

I'm a mess. A special mess.

New chapter added in my life story. My life us such a mess lol

3 of the chapters are added. The rest well..will be on my life story book later- till then. Take care everyone