Artsy_Girl2020

It seems crazy that I just joined this 16 days ago, and I'm already addicted to it! It feels like I joined years ago. Crazy, huh?

Artsy_Girl2020

Hey everyone,
          I probably won't be on here for the next week. The treatment for my leukemia isn't really working, so they're trying to find out why, and see if I would be a good candidate for another bone marrow transplant. If everything takes a turn for the worst, I may only have a few more months to live, but I try to look at the positive side of things :) 
          Stay strong,
          Never Ever Give Up #NEGU
          Live everyday like its your last,
          And always take risks. You never know when your going to die, so don't wait until your lying on a hospital bed dying to tell someone that you love them. You might get rejected, and it will hurt. But you will heal. 
          Stay strong for me!
          Hugs,
          Lily <3

Artsy_Girl2020

I really like this quote, I feel like it really relates to my life:
          "Some days are just bad days, that's all. You have to experience sadness to know happiness, and I remind myself that everyday is not going to be a good day, that's just the way it is!"
          -Dita Von Teese
          
          Hugs,
          Lily <3

Artsy_Girl2020

Oh summer, where have you gone?
          I miss the days of laying under the sun,
          Sleeping in till noon,
          Camping under the stars,
          Shining so bright.
          Oh summer, where have you gone?
          Now school has begun.
          Homework in a hospital is boring,
          They tell me I have to stay caught up or I'll be so far behind,
          I guess my mind is glad of the distraction,
          From the needles that poke,
          And the IV's stabbed into me.
          And the disease that is killing me from the inside out.
          Oh summer, where have you gone?
          I miss the carefree days spent at the beach,
          Wading into the ocean,
          With the squeaking seagulls overhead,
          And an ice cream cone in hand,
          Oh summer, where have you gone?