Arvy

hey everyone...

Um...hello everyone...its been a few months since I last updated u on my break and the thing is that...I'm still taking it...I trying to work some stuff out but I will try and update the books as soon as possible...there will be slow updates but I'll try an update as much as I can
          
          I hope all of you are doing well and taking care if yourselves..*hugs* missed u so much

Hey guys...I hope you're doing ok...havent been here for  a while and...I just want to say how  sorry I am  for still taking this break...I thought that If i get these thinngs sorted out i could come back stronger but...i cant come back...yet..i  still have demons to fight...and  they're multiplying day by day...I...I almost did sth...irreversible...andd I'm not proud of  it...please take care of  yourselves ok..you deserve the world  and you're amazing as you are..

Hey guys.Um...ik I havent been keeping up with my books and all,the reason is that..I'm going through some pretty deep stuff at the moment and I cant really find the proper motivation to continue writing under the stress of life.Ive resolved more to drawing cause it helps me relieve stress.
          
          I'm going to put my books on hold because I need time and space to get through these stuff.Thank you for understanding

Ya know the feeling when you're pretty decent with your energy like you will sit and do what you like to do an then suddenly as you're doing it,halfway through you stop losing that energy,and then you are grumpy for the rest of the day for some stupid reason that you dont want to talk to anyone about it?
          
          

Ok guys,the art book is up.Already posted 2 of my drawings.Hope you like them and if you do,I would really like it of you would comment on them and maybe tell me sth that I should fix or do better the next time.I find this book as an opportunity to hear your opinions and I'm all to be advised so if you have any recommendations on what I should do different,do let me know.Ok?Thanks again:)

Would you want me to make an art book of what I draw and what I have drawn over the months?
          
          Cause I'm kinda into it..

You stay quiet and not say anything?
          
          "You dont know how to defend yourself"
          
          Youre trying to defend yourself?
          
          *slap* "Dont you fucking dare raise your voice at me again"
          
          You spend time with them?
          "You are so stupid,so fat, so gross and tatatadada"
          
          You spend time with  yourself?
          
          "What aren't you spending time with your  family?"
          
          You try and tell them what's bothering  you?
          
          "Its that damn phone"
          
          You  dont talk to them and try to find other (healthy) ways to vent?
          
          "Why dont you talk to me?"
          
          You try  everything and yet...it's  still your fault.

It sucks that...you try so hard to help sb,like you give everything for them,you even put aside your own needs to help them and sacrifice your mental health for them...yet they're the reason you are so fucked up both mentally and physically.And then they tell you that it's your fault you're so closed off of them when the only thing you want is some comfort and peace.You dont even want to spend time with them because you're afraid.You flinch at the slightest sudden move and your anxiety isnt making this any better...and when shit goes down,you just want to disappear in thin air,like...you never even existed,no more pain,no more sadness,no more tears,no more violence,no more blame.

Hey everyone!!
          
          Um...since I was really bored,I kinda went over my Leo x reader book once again and...I kinda upgraded the writing on it,like some little touches of detail and describing,nothing too crazy and...yeah...that's all.Ive missed you guys so much.Time flies by so quickly.
          
          Remember to always take care of yourself and your loved ones,stay safe and...talk to u guys soon.
          
          P.S
          
          If anybody needs sb to vent to...my pm's always open for you guys.Have a nice day. :)