@AsTimeGoesBy64
Being all alone curled up in bed wondering where it all went wrong. Voices becoming louder, control lessening. Miss having someone by my side to make everything feel perfect. Guess not every one is lucky enough to have a happy ending....
Haven't been in this kinda pain in a while and I'm waiting to break. Not like anybody will be there for it since they all left. Wish my angels would catch me for once </3
When you tell your parents about an awesome job opportunity that you were given and they say it's not good enough and what I do won't get me anywhere....thanks for the confidence guys -_-
Thanks for he follow, love!
Dog almost took my hand off, horse almost took my head off, other horse is completely blind in his left eye now and is in surgery....why do I almost die everyday at work?
I forgot how much it hurt to be back in depression and having attacks every day. Thank you to the ass that fucked me up and everybody else for leaving like usual. :/
Missing people sucks, missing people and knowing they don't give a damn about you sucks even more.
Why my blade stays away from me:I have way too much accuracy when throwing and murder is still illegal
Why do people insist on touching and poking me? I'm literally curled up on my bed in tears from not being left alone. Takes everything within me not to take my blade out for so many reasons. They think it's funny when I start getting red but it's not. I don't know how long I can keep this act up.
Sitting here playing with my blade, taking everything in me to not open it. Someone stop the voices in my head and the red in my vision
