For Christopher
This is maybe gonna be a failed attempt, but if you are the one I'm talking about, it's possible you're not interested in having to do anything with us anyway. I'm not even sure why you should want to, really.
But if you're reading this,
I'm Rose and I have been searching for you for two years. I have left traces nearly countless times, asking if those who could, know anybody named Chris. And let's say, empty.
I'm asking you to get in touch FOR us. There are people you care about and miss greatly. The thing is, I know you want to face everything and you definitely know where to find us, why don't you?
It's time to come back.
I'm not willing to give you up & I know a part within you wishes and hopes to come back, however difficult it may be to be here after all this time. But you're cared about, and we need you.
You are not someone we can afford to lose. It's not about what you think. Please. There's a part of you that believes you cannot be as important, but you're completely wrong. We can't just have a complete stranger, somebody who isn't... running around, they'd only destroy things even more than they are. You're the one we need. I fear that not even the rest of us can do what is being asked. It's you.
Come back and I promise, we'll sort things out. This is not the time to back away, not from this.
The thing you're scared of is happening, but I beg you to find enough care inside your heart and soul to ignore it and move through that. I can help with that. Just say you'll give it a try.
If you're not going to talk to me, you don't have to. But talk to him. To anyone, really. Anyone who can point you in the right direction.
Trust your gut this time. This time, many things are different. But you already know that.
Respond to this message if you choose to, or contact me through my social media I put in my "about" section. As I said, you know where to find the rest of us. The Chris I know would've come back.
If you're not Chris, ignore and move on