AshGreenpearl

It's currently  1:29 am as I type this. 
          	 I suddenly remembered this account existed. Words cannot describe the nostalgia I have, I've re-read some of my works from 2017 - 2018, and all I can think to say is,
          	
          	Wow, I wrote all these words, and characters, and built these worlds in the back of a classroom isolated from my peers. I built stories that were made to have happy endings because I was scared I wouldn't have my own. Back then I was twelve/thirteen years old, back then I couldn't see making it past fourteen. Now I'm eighteen years old and doing better, now I can look back at myself all those years ago and think;
          	"Wow someone needs to hug this kid and tell her she's not alone, she was never really alone." 
          	
          	So here's a message for the younger me, 
          	Your okay now, you are safe, you're loved dearly, and it's okay if not everyone likes you. You don't need to make everyone happy, just yourself. Those people were only your friends for a season and that's okay, the real ones stayed around. You have your people, you can breathe now your gonna be okay. 
          	Your job is done, you've grown up.
          	And I will always be proud of you and I'll always remember who I was at this point in our life. 
          	
          	And with that, I retire the pen name;
          	Ash Greenpearl |-/
          	
          	

AshGreenpearl

It's currently  1:29 am as I type this. 
           I suddenly remembered this account existed. Words cannot describe the nostalgia I have, I've re-read some of my works from 2017 - 2018, and all I can think to say is,
          
          Wow, I wrote all these words, and characters, and built these worlds in the back of a classroom isolated from my peers. I built stories that were made to have happy endings because I was scared I wouldn't have my own. Back then I was twelve/thirteen years old, back then I couldn't see making it past fourteen. Now I'm eighteen years old and doing better, now I can look back at myself all those years ago and think;
          "Wow someone needs to hug this kid and tell her she's not alone, she was never really alone." 
          
          So here's a message for the younger me, 
          Your okay now, you are safe, you're loved dearly, and it's okay if not everyone likes you. You don't need to make everyone happy, just yourself. Those people were only your friends for a season and that's okay, the real ones stayed around. You have your people, you can breathe now your gonna be okay. 
          Your job is done, you've grown up.
          And I will always be proud of you and I'll always remember who I was at this point in our life. 
          
          And with that, I retire the pen name;
          Ash Greenpearl |-/
          
          

AshGreenpearl

Attention everyone,
          
          
          This account is dead.
          
          Ok before anyone freaks out I'm moving accounts. I'm moving to my backup account, why because I no longer want to post under Ash Greenpearl. I made this account in 7th/8th grade when I was first introduced to writing for fun. However I started to over work myself with writing books, I would start one and then have four more to work on after that, it was a little to much. So I'm moving accounts so I can focus on my collection of oneshots and a short story.
          
          I won't be deleting any books or unlisting them, they'll just be discontinued. 
          
          I hope this clears up any confusion about my absence with this account and I'm sorry for the inconvenience.

AshGreenpearl

I'm not going to be very active today, I'm going to see Twenty One Pilots in concert. Low-key nervous enough to vomit. Does anyone have any tips or advice?
          
          Also a friend of mine got into a bad car wreck and is critical condition so I'm praying that she's ok. She's a year older than me, I feel really bad because I used to be envious of her and now she's in critical condition. I feel horrible now. Sorry for the rant.

the777name

@ AshGreenpearl  bring a lot of water, don't be afraid to talk to others because they're as scared as you are and probably want to talk to you too, just have fun and do whatever you want, wether it's dancing like crazy or just chilling, be you! 
            I'm sorry about your friend, must be really hard for you, I'm here for you!
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