I'm slowly giving up. Why can't any doctor find out what's the problem with me? It's pissing me off

Today was my first time going to craniosacral therapy and I had my first panic attack in my life. The doctor said it was better having it in a controlled environment because it could've happened in the bus and that wouldn't be good 

In a few minutes I'm going to turn 17. I don't know what to feel about that

Is there anyone who would like to adopt me or just take me in while I become an adult?

Köszi a csillagokat <3

Köszi a csillagot!