Ash

690 Days since the first time I can remember wishing I wasn't still here, woooo... I can't believe I'm coming up on the 2-year mark in only 40 days...fuck cancer. fuck being alive. fuck losing my only true comfort in this world. I'm going to go lay down and cry. I am infact crying as I type this. I hope you peeps reading this have a nice day/night/afternoon, I'm sorry I just kinda disappeared on y'all, I hope you're all doing well.

I didn't think it was possible, but I've finally caught up with every qsmp Tubbo video as of right now, now all I have to do is finish the damn family tree I started out of curiosity, scroll through yt and tiktok for any cool animatics or things I might of missed, take the links add them to my doc, organize them chronologically, and write down all the lore in another doc, And I'll finally be free

HOLY SHIT IT TOOK ME A WEEK TO REALIZE BUT CHAYANNE IS OFFICIALLY A YEAR OLD NOW AND TALLULAH WILL BE TOO IN 5 DAYS. WTF HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOO MY SECOND FAVORITE EGGS WOOOOOO

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/xc_Wvmtakvo
          
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1:03:45 – 1:04:19
          TUBBATHON 3 DAY 9 PART 2 | Tubbo VOD 9th March 2024
          Posted on the 'Archived VODS' channel
          
          Honestly, same.

O.O
          "And then when I die I'll come back to life" - Tubbo, January 12th, 2024, Timestamp 3:19:01 - 3:19:04

When I was initially watching Tubbo's Qsmp vods, like the September ones before the Eggs disappeared and all, I had a dream about what Tubbo's egg would look like if he were to have one, and I drew it digitally (Something I rarely do bc I don't like making digital art) and colored it. It was an Egg with sunglasses and an orange hawaiian shirt, this was months ago when I was first getting into the fandom and it's just baffling to me that Sunny ended up having sunglasses.

66% caught up with Tubbo's lore as of currently :D
          Also known as 132/199 Vods
          Or 612 hours in
          Which translates to 36,737 minutes :D

https://www.tiktok.com/@_tom1ko/video/7321069602585251115?q=Q%20Tubbo&t=1710629399521
          Where the fuck has the time gone

It worries me that I'm still 3 months behind and there's ONLY 75 vods left to watch