Ashley Rodriguez

Why is it so hard to make friends? I don't understand how to make that friendship that lasts forever. That friend that tells you when you're wrong but helps anyway. Let's you rant and not judge. Goes out with you to make you feel better. Will answer you at 4 in the morning because you can't sleep. Sleepovers, shopping, just hanging out cause you're bored. Is it all lies. Just fantasy from tv and books. If it's not and mine is out there I could really use a hug.

HELP PLEASE.
          
          I'm dieing I've been looking for this book and I can't find it. So it starts off with like Harry being born or time traveling back in time to when Tom was in school and like growing up with him I don't remember whether he time travelled or was like born in that time. And then when they grow up Harry becomes a necromancer and is like really good have like a master at it and he can do this thing where he took the filter away and you can remember his past lives. This is a Harry x Tom. And some next book Harry is reborn to an almost homeless woman in like Germany I think and yes governments the woman which he did that he was someone important and that he needed to go to Britain for school so he could find Tom again and that's all I really remember like I really need to find this book like I've been looking since 4 in the afternoon and it's now 2:20 a.m. and I'm like so tired and so cold I need help please please if you know the books and I'm talkin about let me know and I don't know how much I could thank you but God if I could I would get down on my knees
          
          PLEASE HELP PLEASE 

Have you ever had that moment when you feel like no one ever heard you and that your not worth it? It gets so bad you don't know if you'll make it without help. That you'll fail so bad life just isn't worth living. Then you think "if I can make it thru this it'll get better, people will stop taking me for granted." Your hopes, your dreams. You don't tell them that, that job, that life, that career you always wanted since you were 4 isn't what you want, it isn't your fire anymore. It feels like you lost some part of yourself, that fire to be the best. Have you ever had that. 
          
          Then you see something. Hear it for the first time. It doesn't bring the fire back but it gives you hope you'll find it again. Have you ever had that. That's what BTS did for me. Their music inspires. Then you have that one person that it turned out does listen to you. When your happy and non-stop talking about them. You find out they got you tickets to there next concert near you for your 18th birthday.
          
          I don't think I've ever been so happy in my life. I literally couldn't breath for a good 5 minutes.

Can someone tell me what's with all the corrections to 'the' 'to' and 'of' plus some. And you is everyone writing on their message boards. Like I know it's a glitch but what's not working. Thx

Happy New Year Everyone. With wishes of creativity, anti writers block, votes, views and comments. And just happy reading. Oh and that other outer worldly wishes like good health, a roof over head and whatever other stuff you're suppose to say.

@Halfa-Warrior ya I turned 16 this year

Thanks for add both my book you your list 

I'm glad my new friend is a fellow yaoi love (who isn't a 12 year old who read lemons- cuz let's face it... They are everywhere.) WE SHALL READ, WRITE AND WATCH THE ANIME AND NOTHING WILL STOP US!!!!!!

Thanks for giving phantom of the chamber a try!

Ty for adding my story to your reading list!