Ashes_aredead

today i had tried my partners blood, ive been getting so exited since, it keeps replaying in my head. i tried to go lay down but i can't, it excites me, the taste, the look, the reality. that ive tasted the blood of the one person i would give mine too. i treasure it. i would give so much to try it again. to drink some more. its weird. but for some reason..i desire it. a strong desire.

mistymochi7

@Ashes_aredead so you like the taste of blood? same but I don't exactly crave it per say. r u a vampire? (jk jk)
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Ashes_aredead

today i had tried my partners blood, ive been getting so exited since, it keeps replaying in my head. i tried to go lay down but i can't, it excites me, the taste, the look, the reality. that ive tasted the blood of the one person i would give mine too. i treasure it. i would give so much to try it again. to drink some more. its weird. but for some reason..i desire it. a strong desire.

mistymochi7

@Ashes_aredead so you like the taste of blood? same but I don't exactly crave it per say. r u a vampire? (jk jk)
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Ashes_aredead

haiii!!!! ive been rlly god lately and i have been so happy! ive had 2 energy drinks within the past 2 hours and im still calm but also rlly hyper. im at my cousins house, lowkey love it here, more than my own house at least, im free and supported here. its better than ever. i have freedom. i can listen and say as well as do whatever i want! i miss my partner :( i want cuddlessss!!!!

Ashes_aredead

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hi my lil gay wolfies! i feel like shit rn :) because honestly i wanna cut lines on my wrists but i dont wanna hurt the people around me and like i know my parents would react badly, so last nigh i ended up cutting my legs..im in pain. theres about 3 main parts that started bleeding. idk what to do- last night i tired to sleep but ended up falling asleep at 4am, i got 4 hours of sleep. if that. but im gonna probly go to the store today to look for a costume for my upcoming drama event, and my cousins coming over so i might go better!

Ashes_aredead

guys i might not post a date for today and if i do its gonna be kinda short but i hope your all having an amazing day following me or not! even if your just scrolling on my account! but i hope everyone smiles and gets some things they want!

Ashes_aredead

gang should i just leave? so if you know me as "Noahs toxic ex bf" then yeah. i think coming from their channel says most of it. ong sick and tired of this life. what if actually do it? stop getting on, stop even...existing. ugh im such an attention seeker.