Edgy🌈

Happy birthday me!  
          You made it another year, good job. 

I'm not updating my stories today, sorry. I'll try to update when I can.

Fuck im having a panic attack, I can barely breathe rn x((

Good morning, its been a couple of days and my depression is still here and its real bad.

Fuck, I've been having an extremely bad panic attack all day, I can't handle this. x(

Why does it get warm as soon as I NEED to wear a jacket?! x(

I'm so scared to go down stairs, its too warm to wear a jacket... ;-;

I desperately want today to be over.

I wish I would have went to the nurse and just went home today. The way I feel/felt made me just wanna go home and cry. I kept snapping my wrists with a rubber band and now I have a shit ton of broken blood vessels all over my wrists (Better than cutting I guess). I barley had any feeling in my hand from snapping it so hard and so much. I had a hard time writing. But the pain was nice.

Hey! I just wanted to stop by and say Thank You for all of the reads, votes, and adding my story to your reading lists. It really means a lot!