AshleyMistMalichi

@-JustCMe- 
            Hi Cee.
            Hope you had nice end of the year Holidays...
            No, you are correct.
            There were a LOT of things happening in my Life at that time; and in October, I just fell into a deep shock; and the residual of it has yet to leave my person...
            In July, when I went to visit my youngest and her hubs for the Holiday, I had felt SO FREE! I had written a LOT on my latest 2 Books too, AHFH and NOLY...
            My 2 1D Ships had sunken in October. Ziam and Larry...
            After October, this writers FOG was still with me. I tried my best to 'fake it' but even then, things just, sucked.
            I stayed away from watty; and my emails. I had to (and still do) have to FORCE myself to even answer them.
            Those 2 devil WATER hurricanes; and the most recent Cali. devil winds, have me in pure disbelief. I've seen videos with pure PROOF, a lot of that crap that's gone down, was MANMADE POLITICAL BS. I weep for our Species, our planet and our *current*raggy Country and our individual states.
            Stay safe Chingu.
            T.

@-JustCMe- 
            Hope yours was all Merry too!
            Hope you are okay as well...
            Let me know, are you still at where you used to be, with just your pet?
            Or, did you get talked into moving back to the state, in its current state, due to being run by 'gruesome?' 
            Who has PROVEN OVER and OVER to be, "The WORST Governor, EVER, in the HISTORY of the USA!" 
            Either way, 
            stay safe My Gentleman Chingu Cee.

@-JustCMe- 
            My Gentleman Cee, all is VERY well with me! 
            LOVE the kitty Ceemoji, Thank You Chingu!
            
            Now that I am away from the constant causes of my Functional Freezes; and the responses it all lead to, I am doing SO much better!
            
            Been taking the necessary time to re up my work Callers list too; 
            and have not been disappointed at all.
            I even had them returning from 2020!
            
            It didn't take a day to build it all; and it took almost 4 years of crazy hours, and LONG days and nights to do so. 
            So, I did NOT expect it so soon, to come rolling back to me!
            YOU were right on SO many levels, about SO many things too!
            I Thank you for your well wishes, hopes and encouragements to get back to ALL of it.
            So, in making the efforts by showing up. 
            Working more, writing more as I do...
            I am soon dropping a new Chapter of NOLY, and that is exciting, as I found the perfect bridge from AHFH and a 180* plot twist to bring to NOLY as well!
            
            Don't you just LOVE it, when things just seem to seam themselves together?!
            
            Never mind the hyper enthusiasm, and please excuse it, as I am drinking cups of real Dark Chocolate cocoa to stay awake, as LAST night was full and LOADED with like, OMG O.O  STRESS!
            Those, OMG moments NEVER seemed to stop!
            Just gotta add, Hurricanes are SO REAL; and so is God.
            We were blessed to be in safety; and the electric miraculously stayed on, as did our entire area as it was shockingly missed.
            There were those that were not so fortunate though. 
            And prayers for those people and their families who last night, and early AM, lost so much, and so rapidly.
            Powerlines were downed; as were elder trees uprooted & a vast amount of homes and other structures were severely damaged, as well as the flood levels soon became highly damaging to homes; businesses, leaving in Tampa, those first alert rescuer's needing rescued first. 
            Somehow this storm had been even worse than the last one had been.
            I must humbly add, blessed has been my mental, go to key word since August 25...
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            T

@Egaroo4 Hello my lovely E! 
            It is okay. 
            You don't have to feel bad; M' SO happy to read you are back to writin' on your own works. 
            I already told you, I actually wrote, AHFH for you, which is WHY it is ONLY dedicated, to you. 
            I also wrote it, to bring awareness to the issues & outcomes of SO many things; like being a single parent; the challenges it brings; only from a Males POV AND a Females POV. 
            There are pieces of my heart in both books & shards of my own life experiences but again, it's challenging to write them from a M POV. 
            While both Books touch on the different topics covered, it's the seriousness of them are exposed; such as description's of H trafficking as it's not just going on here in these discombobulated States; but the world over, C H trafficking has become a huge form of currency; a way for the bad people of this world to make money off of others skin, sadness; blood; suffering. 
            Be that with the use of drugs * like with Summer in AHFH* or H T or C H T & WE NEED people like Kingston & Bastien, who fight every day for those being used & trafficked. Also, I wrote N O L Y as well as A H F H to help escape & deal with my own issues of a current life sitch. 
            Now that I know about *Functional Freeze Response* the knowledge helps me cope with any outcome of those MANY * years & places prior to 2016 + the consecutive coming to FL years I've been slowly suffocating, by being mentally emotionally & physically used as Narcci food. 
            Due to that mess, now I'm made more aware of those residual dregs that were ignored. 
            With proper knowledge, I AM standing up to it. There have been some better outcomes, than my usual 'go to's' of just running from or ignoring it. 
            I AM actually working on a research paper to learn more about, FFR. 
            Mulling about the Idea from my Son I L how I should start a podcast about *issues Interests & Hobbies (like my BGof Larry, 'cause I know stuff) Just livin' life Luv...N' gettin' there me own way. ;)
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Yeah E. It sucks BALLS man.
            Not always is it faked though, as I have before in my other works, have looked up each and every tag, just to find out.
            The newest ones though, have more faked rankings than do the older works.
            :(
            But then I stop and remember how almost ALL of my works were up and ranking WAY earlier than others with even a more completed story menu than mine.
            It is just SO confusing E. 
            I mean, what is the purpose to it all, when THey show one think, but the actual TRUE ranking is off by miles!?
            I am just happy to be able to showcase my works, I just wish there wasn't such a soul shattering and HIGHLY embarrassing 'catch' to it all.

@AshleyMistMalichi 
            So the ranking that you see isn't the ranking that a story is. I didn't know that and that very much sucks. 
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Hi E!
            Well, I was surprised. 
            I REALLY liked the chicken curry. :) 
            My Son In Law, made homemade Chicken Stew; we ate off that for two meals; then the next night, we had NY Styled Pizza, Wings, and a Caesar salad for our Supper. We also went to their favorite Mexican Food place, and I had a Chimichanga meal! DeadPool would be SO Proud! Heart eyes an all! 
            The day of our trip back on Sunday, to the drop off point, for Lunch we had Mediterranean food. 
            *Anyone else reading this8 that is a Larry Stylinson fan, knows where I am going with this NEXT part :) 
            So it was some, Chicken, wrapped in Pita bread, covered in Feta cheese 
            with a side of lettuce and Roma Tomatoes, *gutted, no seeds or rind*  
            Had a fruit drink *with REAL Peach pieces* to go with it, and a tiny cuppa of Indian Tea. 
            To put it nicely? 
            I was just spoiled, a lot :)  
            
            Didn't have to use the Fed-x or any postal options, as I was feeling like I struck I GOLD!
            lol, when I found some clothing I had forgotten I'd already washed dried and put in the big PANRA Catering bag lol. 
            I made it work, and saved my daughters a lot of money :)
            On the 7th, a Sunday, been Re-acclimating from the SC visit with my youngest and my Son In Law. 
            I had SUCH a wonderful visit!
            Good food, fun stuff, great company too! 
            Got to see my Grand pets as well!
            Sherman and Bradley, my Grand kitties; then Matilda, my Grand Turtle; and the newest addition, Abbot, my Grand Snake. 
            He is a baby corn snake, the color of Strawberries, with the cutest lil' red eyes! He's also now an ounce BIG! 
            And, it was fun to binge watch Season 1 and half of season 2, of NETFLIX'S 'Love Is Blind.'
            I wrote on, No ONE Like YOU, by hand. 
            Got some pages ready now for transfer to the Book. 
            And, wrote more for A Home For Hunter too. 
            This week and weekend, I will be readying them for transfer to the Book as well.
            It was really nice and relaxing, no disturbances, just relaxation when I wanted to write. 
            How have YOU been my chingu E?
            Hugs, 
            T
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Your welcome T
            Hugs to you to my chingu :-)
            
            I'm so happy your with your girls. I hope you have a fantastic time. It sounds like you will do. 
            I'm a bit of a scatter brain as well. Lol I hope you get your luggage ok.
            You've never had curry. I hope you enjoyed it. I like any type of curry as long as it's not too hot. 
            Anyhoo, glad you're doing ok.
            Have a lot of fun where you are.
            Lots of love and hugs 
            E
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@Egaroo4 
            oh and tomorrow, they are gonna check an see, how much it is to Fed X, or USPS it? An if it isn't a lot, then they will send to me, the other half of my luggage.
            If it is too expensive though, I told em not to do it.
            
            If not, my youngest said, "I'm taking you shopping at ROSS, I need to get some stuff anyway." 
            I was just SO excited for my trip, I completely forgot my other luggage, was in the hatch back part of my oldest daughters vehicle. 
            O.O 
            Anyhoo, I'm currently nibbling on snacks and curry. I've never had curry before, it is actually pretty good :)
            I heard from Cee, too, and Bunny sent out a notification...
            K dropped a new Larry; and I'd say, we've all been pretty busy too.
            Huggles E!
            T.
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