So... You know how when you watch a horror movie and u really enjoy it at that point of time but when you're trying to go to bed, you're just like, completely and utterly scared shitless from the extent of imagination of the human mind, per se, yours?
Well, I haven't watched a horror movie in months but my mind is just so ultra ducking creative that it can make a whole horror series with 2-3 new seasons along with plot line and angst that it is physically impossible for me to stop exploring the extent it can reach.
The thing, that it is 2:017 am and I have done exactly that and it includes the haunted houses, paranormal/supernatural, cultists who sacrificed their life to the devil, psychopaths and more just like that.
You know how it started? I was simply thinking about Blue Exorcist which lead to thinking to about the Actor! AU of it and the Supernatural series (Winchester Bois) and all and then I derailed down the loop whole of not being able to study for my science half yearly exam which is in a few days (lots of syllabus left, SeNd HeLp-), mind you and there I go down the rabbit hole of being scared shitless by my stories while I try to turn off the lights and run for it without waking anyone up.
You think that's the worst of it? I'm scared of being in my own room and have absolutely NO idea how I am going to go sleep for I cannot even turn a night light for the reasons-
1) I physically cannot sleep with any lights on, my brain just would not allow it. (It sucks, it really does)
2) I'll probably think of the light of something demonic or whatever sleep adled mind thinks of in my sleep deprived state, become scared again and absolutely unable to back to sleep after jerking out of the beautiful sleepy state
(If anyone wants to hear the prompt or see a whole blown out fic, do tell)
Now...
I would simply like to say, WORTH IT
