Cosima

The gods tried to kill me today... BETTER LUCK NEXT TIME ASSHOLES 

My therapist reckons I've got bpad (bipolar) and bpd. So if I REALLY do have those two it'd be a whole ass fucking party.
          
          ALSO, my manager and a few others think I have autism. Autism has impulsivity issues. I've been diagnosed with ptsd, that also has impulsivity issues. BPD and bpad ALSO has impulsivity issues. So I'm fucked 

Don't mind me y'all. Just trying to hype myself up to do this.
          
          I survived 2020. I survived abuse. I survived a lot of shit. This. This is nothing. I can talk about my feelings. For I am Cosima. And I have an idgaf attitude. So I can talk about my feelings. I can do this. 

Y'all when I write my stories I write them for the fun of it okay? I don't need them to be seen by so many people. I just would like someone to stumble across one and go 'Ooh. Looks interesting'. I don't need more followers or votes.
          So please, Ai people or real people, stop showing me your cool ways of getting followers and votes and readers. Bye 

Gods forbid I write a story. Okay. Cool. Dialogue is shit. The stories I am writing for fun will have shit dialogue. I thrive on half a brain cell. Fuck sake. 

Lmao. Nearly died today, I think

I was looking through my old announcements... WHAT THE FUCK WAS I ON?! Why did I ship Snily?! Jily is much better. So is Jegulily but we're not going through that.
          Snape called Lily a mudblood, even though she was defending him
          James loved Lily, albeit creepily cause he stalked her and all that and threatening to hex her (Thinking about it I don't think Lily deserves to be with James OR Snape. But ah well. He changed. For her)
          Snape DID NOT change for Lily. He dived into the Dark Arts, became friends with Barty and Evans and became evil, sort of.
          James went for the good side and became less of a bully, sort of, for Lily.
          They loved each other so much they died for their son, and each other.
          Jily is better than Snily
          Thanks for coming to my TedTalk

Kinda wanna put Jegulus in Loving Him but I feel like it'd be unnecessary... Idk. 

*Fifth year*
          *First day back at school*
          Remus: *Is late, wasn't on the train*
          Sirius: So, I think we should-
          Remus: *Walks into the Great Hall*
          Sirius: *Stops talking and just looks at R Remus with his mouth dropped open, fork is whatever he was eating forgotten*
          Sirius: Fuck me...
          James: *Frowns and looks at Remus, then at Sirius* Oh

S: Cosi can you pass the salt?
          Me: *Giving him the salt* Can you pass away?
          Pepper: Too much salt!