Unlike with most writers, with their old works, I am proud of what I was able to write/ accomplish, but the main problem is that I lack inspiration, encouragement, and just overall fallen out of the fanbase of what I had written and don't think people would like what I had written for books that I have saved in my drafts. I was planning of maybe uploading the first chapters of what I saved in my drafted books and seeing what would stick with my small follower group but I tried that once with a small book that I was passionate about but was quickly discouraged when I saw my fanfic got more traffic than my other book so I kind of trashed it cause I thought my followers didn't really want to read something that I was passionate about and in that sense learn more about their author's life and interests...