I feel like I need to address this to everyone and anyone who comes here to view my page in whatever frame of mind they are.
I have written horrible, disgusting comments on stuff in the past that I have just been notified of. I can't say I remember why I wrote these, but back when some of these comments were made I was struggling with my mental health. Though I think we all were back then.
Since my comments on virtually anything over the years I have matured and come to the understanding of how certain things feel like for people, and the struggles of trauma. I don't understamd everything about these things of course, but with what little knowledge I have I know what is acceptable or not, I know not to say or do anything harmful, to either be in the situation trying to help or console or not be in it at all.
I want to apologise to everyone, regardless if they've seen my comments or not. They are morally wrong, disgusting, abismal. I am so sorry for all of this, more then I could ever explain. And I know the contradiction I'm about to make because no matter I've said, remember it or not, there is no excuse for how desicable it may be.
In the same breath I'm announcing that I've moved on from Wattpad, it's a mere notebook for me now. I don't often come on it for much of anything and I'm considering just wiping the account completely. But for now I won't. Because this needs to stay up for a while.
And again, I'm sorry. I don't except anything from anyone, just that they see this and understand my apology, but even if not. At least it's here.