Ashlin208

Maybe I should stop being so depressed all the time???
          	Nope!! I have a broken heart and I need help!!! ;-; TxT I hate life so god damn bad!!! 
          	
          	I really don’t want to go to sleep.....

Ashlin208

.......I- n- y- *bites lip* (thinking: damn y can’t I tell the truth to ppl that I know I trust, because some people will hurt me if I tell them....) no I-its just looking in my past as usual heh *smiles*
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Ashlin208

Maybe I should stop being so depressed all the time???
          Nope!! I have a broken heart and I need help!!! ;-; TxT I hate life so god damn bad!!! 
          
          I really don’t want to go to sleep.....

Ashlin208

.......I- n- y- *bites lip* (thinking: damn y can’t I tell the truth to ppl that I know I trust, because some people will hurt me if I tell them....) no I-its just looking in my past as usual heh *smiles*
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Ashlin208

Ok I just realized that I’m a little sh*t head.....
          And I can’t wait for the goddamn gacha2 
          
          For the love of satan, if I don’t find some inspiration in the next 24 hours ima gonna go full on emo!!
          
          (When I go full emo: 
          -wears black
          -dark music
          -horror story
          -thinks that something scary is cute
          -murderous and smiles at pain
          -scary as the devil it self)

Ashlin208

I feel like I’m crying but I don’t feel any tears on my face idk why I feel like this?
          Night-Chan and Boris have been trying to get me out my room and confort me but.......
          
          I keep telling them that I’m gonna be fine.....
          Because I have been spoiled By my family and yet i wanted to hope for something but I can’t do it again........ why does my chest hurts? I’m suppose to be happy..... with m-my life and yet I can’t never truly smile....
          
          My traumas are gone as well as my sadness at least I think? 
          I looked up on other ppl cuz they get to hope and dream.....while I have anything I need other than a lo- nevermind..... forget I said anything...