Ash//Theo

So.... 2 years have passed and I'm back. Hello! To my non existent audience, most likely. I still come by here sometimes, I still kin Hero, and life is still going well. I'm almost an adult. Life passed by very quickly I suppose... It's daunting. Scary. You name it. But I think I'll be fine. I've still got my boyfriend - my rock. And things are looking up. I'll escape and I'll be free. 
          
          I spent a long time being very torn and lost between my 2 homes. I was born in Romania and currently live in the UK. Now, I've stopped trying to fit in with one culture or rejoin the other. I realised that my home is the people I've surrounded myself with - the friends I've made along the way. They are my home and my everything. 
          
          I don't really know what I want to get out from this message, but I hope it reaches someone who needs it. You'll get to freedom one day and you'll find your true home too. Keep pushing forward kid, you got this.

Here I am, 7 months later, writing again. Another life update for whoever even reads these anymore. Its almost nostalgic, in a way. I was chronically attached to this app in 2020 and now its a last resort of entertainment for my fantasies because ive matured. Since I last posted, about a month after actually, I got me a boyfriend that is now the light of my life. I have discovered my love for Newsies the musical, and a new love for living: something you'll never catch me saying again. I finished Year 11, with 100% in my Science GCSE (still waiting for the other results), I am growing and its scary. Im getting my first job. I might be going to my first ever StrayKids concert. Im having my first ever social/prom really soon. Im enjoying life. Things are going for the better. My parents are understanding, me and my boyfriend are helping each other be better, its all going good for me. And I guess I just want to inspire the next person that light is always at the end of the tunnel. Keep believing and keep persevering. Never stop fighting.

oh me oh my, coming back on here  to say stuff because i keep slipping into this app every once in a while when Ao3 is broke. Currently on Christmas break after doing my christmas exams and they all went well except for religion. fuck religion
          
          year 11 is tough ngl but im having so much fun too. In drama (yes I take Drama GCSE and have no regrets) we watched Hamilton omfg the way everyones Hamilton phases rose again and we were all singing word for word. In French we got crepes for free. Even Maths has become a class I do not mind at all to be in (and i take further maths of all things). Ive made so many new friends, people are genuenly starting to notice me and take interest in me and appreciate me. Life is looking good for me. That is the first time ive ever said that. If you talked to me a year ago deep in my bad state of mind I wouldve never believed you. So this is a message to anyone, life will get better at some stage you just gotta hang on and wait for it. youll regret not waiting for it. When you sit and sulk at your phone because you see everyone around you having fun and going out, step out of your zone and become that person you see on the screen having fun. You will never reach what you truly desire unless you act upon it.

its been a while oh my, im aboutta start year 11 now guys im getting old

KS3 UPDATE: I PASSED ALL OF THEM FUCK YEAAA  
          PHYSICS WAS SO HARD OMFG I HATE PHYSICS 
          ANYWAYS RESULTS ARE AS GOES:
          Math - 87%
          Physics - 88%
          English - 90%
          Chemistry - 94%
          Biology - 95%
          so proud of biology omfg I got 78 on the previous test so I improved a lot

just finished balling my fucking eyes out how are yall?
          i have school in 4 hours lmaoao
          my ks3 exams are coming soon and i hate studying :(

Looking back at all my reading lists, library and just everything in general of this account scares me

LINK CLICK SEASON 2 TRAILER IS OUT ALREADY??? YALL THEYRE FAST WORKERS

I just finished watching link click and I'm fucking traumatized 
          
          
          ANYWAYS GO WATCH CAUSE IT'S NEW AND SUPER UNDERRATED ATM PLUS IT'S GOT OROGINAL PLOT

Deadass got the app installed again just so I can read some books offline since I'm going somewhere for the rest of the day and I'm trynna waste as minimal mobile data as possible so I can watch MCC later