Ashlynnn712

I'm back bitches! :P

sawyerlovesspencer

I know we have barely communicated but are you ok

Ashlynnn712

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@ranboostolemygender Oh shit! Congrats! (I'm super fucking late lmfao) 
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sawyerlovesspencer

@Ashlynnn712 I JUST DID A TEST AND I GOT AN A YAYYAYAYAYYAYAYYAY
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Ashlynnn712

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So I'm pretty much fucked. I'm like month and a half in all my classes and can't do shit in 3 of the core ones. The quarter ends in tomorrow. I have 2 Fs, and I have no way to do the fucking work in this classes. I'm pretty much fucked in the future too since we were learning the basic shit now. Oh yeah, and I'm probably going to get kicked out of my specialty center because of shitty grades and inability to do the work. So yay! My entire fucking school life is falling apart right now. Future plans? Hahaha, not anymore. Since no one's going to want an engineer who can't do the math, no one's going to want a scientist who can't do math. No one's going to want a person who can't even write a fucking essay correctly. So yay, pointless dead end life working in Mcdonalds. Hello to the rest of my fucking life where I'm going to smell like stupid fucking French fries. 

StrawberryCheezkake

@Ashlynnn712 it's ok, I feel the exact same way, I've been failing math since kindergarten
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Ashlynnn712

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I wish teachers would start using fucking dark mode. Do they not understand that students have been staring at a blindingly white fucking screen all day? Do they not realize that they are giving their students fucking headaches?! Seriously, I've been having headaches that have lasted 2 fucking days because of this shit. No amount of resting or ibuprofen is making that piece of shit headache go away. 

IlblisMyLover

@Ashlynnn712 ik what I mean I use dark mode for just about everything 
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IronicallyUncreative

@Ashlynnn712 dark mode is dank porn hub, in a sense.
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StrawberryCheezkake

@Ashlynnn712 F R, sometimes I feel like they don't even know what dark mode is
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Ashlynnn712

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I hate everything....I went to the doctor's for a medicine refill and my mom fucking signed up for an unexpected shot. Fml. Now I'm Hella stressed and can't take the fucking notes I was going to take in my classes...

Ashlynnn712

@-ASTRAYED they do leave your arm sore though 
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Ashlynnn712

@-ASTRAYED not really I just get get really anxious and start panicking. 
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xiaookisser

@Ashlynnn712 Ouch, that sucks. I never really had taken shots in life.. Does it really hurts as they say? 
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Ashlynnn712

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Oh God, I opened another can of worms. Bad me! I will no longer sleep until I get my hands on all the bakudeku or tododeku stories.... And school just started too! Fuck! 

xiaookisser

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@Ashlynnn712 LMAO! I can relate to this shit in a whole new level.
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Ramen-0-Soul

I found a comment you made in a book where you mentioned having an eating disorder, I know it may seem hard but because you were willing to admit you had one it'll make the trip to recovery easier on you, please try to eat more often, even if just one more meal a day. If you purposefully throw up what you eat, try to stop that habit, it's hard to just stop doing something you're used too immediately so at least try to do it over time.

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            Of course (: I'm glad you're getting better
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Ashlynnn712

@Ramen-0-Soul I'm getting better.  I did lose like 30 pounds in like 2 or 3 months though and still haven't gotten back that weight. I only had a minor case of it, lucky for me. Thanks for the support though :D
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