AshnaNotFound

you know its gonna be a good day when it starts with your mom yelling at for the stupidest of reasons

AshnaNotFound

@AshnaNotFound cause you make me wanna die ??!!
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AshnaNotFound

and then shes like 'wHY dOnT yOU taLK tO mE'
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AshnaNotFound

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talking to her is like constantly trying to not kill urself. like within a 10 minute conversation shes said enough shit to yeet myself over a bridge at least 5 times.
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AshnaNotFound

you know its gonna be a good day when it starts with your mom yelling at for the stupidest of reasons

AshnaNotFound

@AshnaNotFound cause you make me wanna die ??!!
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AshnaNotFound

and then shes like 'wHY dOnT yOU taLK tO mE'
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AshnaNotFound

this message may be offensive 
talking to her is like constantly trying to not kill urself. like within a 10 minute conversation shes said enough shit to yeet myself over a bridge at least 5 times.
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AshnaNotFound

omfg I forgot im underweight. like severely. apparently ive lost 5 fuckin kgs. 5. bruh. i wanna die. I like being thin ok but I like being healthy more. and its not like I'm a little underweight. no I'm nearly 10kgs underweight. my BMI is fuckin 16.1 which is apparently severe. lool this is so stupid. i really can't catch a fuckin break. my grades are bout to drop like flies so at this point idk man . id just be happy to die. which technically is stupid cause i wanna die for quite some time but it keeps getting worse with time

AshnaNotFound

its a weird sort of satisfaction when you're dreading something that might not even happen but it actually does happen. like you're satisfied that you're right but you're still suffering. and u can't even rant to anyone cause all your friends are having a good time. and on the off chance they're not, u don't wanna ruin their night. welcome to ash's overthinking 101