Hey guys. I think I'm gonna take a little break from posting. This week has been rough. Very rough. Nathan was so sweet to me. He was so funny and feisty and I remember pretty much everything he ever said to me. He was so strong through everything. I remember being at my grandparents house the day his update page was created. I was terrified, I couldn't believe it. It had to be some sick joke in my mind. I texted him and he was so feisty. He wouldn't let it knock him down. He made sure I knew he'd beat it, and if it came to it, he wasn't afraid to die. I can't believe it came down to that. The summer of 2021, the summer I met Nathan, was the best summer of my life. I don't really know if he has the same memories I do of that summer and how fun it was, but all the amazing memories I have from that summer, were the ones with him. There were plenty of days there without him, but the ones I chose to remember were the ones where he was there, matching our chaotic energy, playing hide and seek, and walking back and forth to sheetz in the blazing sun. I plan on redying my hair orange, the color of the leukemia ribbon, he's the reason I did it in the first place. I will never forget my memories with him. He was the coolest and most fun person to be around. He made that friend group. I miss him more than words could ever describe. I'm beating myself up for not talking to him as much as I could've, but I know I'll see him again, pain free, in another I hope he knows how much he impacted my life, because boy it was a lot. He was so sweet to me. If anyone has a Facebook account, there's a page called Nathan's Update Place, and you can learn his story. Yes, he's gone, but he will never ever be forgotten.
I hope that we meet in the next life dear friend i miss you so much already, and have missed you more while you went through this battle
Thank you guys for understanding, I really appreciate it.
Love ya punks
stay spooky
be emo
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