Honestly it makes me upset that my sister is five years old and cant form sentances because of her autism. I want her to be able to grow up and understand things that i do even better then i do. I want her to do better then me and school and never have any trouble with people. I hope one day she will have good freinds that protect her and understand her and care for her. I want her to grow up better than i did, make better choices, use better judgement and, NEVER let anyone tell her that she cant do what she wants to do in life. I want her to have everything i didnt have as a child wheather it was a toy or someone to guide her through life. I constantly ponder the fact that she dosent understand things that other 5 year olds understand and it pains me that she cant explain to me whats wrong if she needs a drink or needs the bathroom. Why was i able to do that but she cant? Why are other five year olds able to do things that she desires to do? What did she do to deserve this? I just want her to have everything she could ever want in life.
