Asillypookienextdoor

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What the fuck is wrong with people these days? Is everyone just mutually shitty and want to ruin everyone’s life or is everyone haveping the shittiest times? School is no different from home. You cry, you’re a crybaby. You don’t cry, yptheyll puch you over and over until you crack. You talk back, you’re a bitch. You don’t talk back, you’re a pussy. You answer, they tell you to ignore it. You don’t answer, they think that you’re “annoying them on purpose”. I’m sorry (not really), but if I’m already having a shitty time at home and I’m tired of myself and school and people keep on adding to my stress, you best know I’m gonna crack. I’m gonna get angry, I’m gonna look mad bc I AM mad, I’m gonna talk back, I’m gonna give attitude BECAUSE IM FUCKING TIRED. I’m tired of always being expected to be “perfect”, tired of trying, tired of not trying, tired of everyone and everything around me, tired of myself. Everything. Because everything is so shitty, you can’t even spend a day fully happy bc when you listen to the news there is people dying and horrible things happening, you’re family is going through some thing or you’re friend isn’t doing well. You best know it’s not gonna keep me happy knowing that a bunch of horrible things happen every second. And SOMEHOW the world expects me to stay “happy” and do EVERYTHING I have to do with all my shits and giggles. I don’t give a fuck that you’re mad I talk back bc you’re being a bitch. Suck it up and go fuck yourself. Genuinely, I’ve never been so pissed at people like this. To anyone reading this who sees a fucking problem with it, go fuck yourself.

Asillypookienextdoor

@emisriddle I have chamomile tea but no sugar TT o TT but ty, I will
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emisriddle

@Asillypookienextdoor that’s true, and you did the best thing. at the end of the day, you’re stronger, smarter, and more mature than any of them. i’m sorry you didn’t sleep i know you struggle babe :( have you tried chamomile with a little bit of honey? it helps to relax and sleep. works wonders for me
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Asillypookienextdoor

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What the fuck is wrong with people these days? Is everyone just mutually shitty and want to ruin everyone’s life or is everyone haveping the shittiest times? School is no different from home. You cry, you’re a crybaby. You don’t cry, yptheyll puch you over and over until you crack. You talk back, you’re a bitch. You don’t talk back, you’re a pussy. You answer, they tell you to ignore it. You don’t answer, they think that you’re “annoying them on purpose”. I’m sorry (not really), but if I’m already having a shitty time at home and I’m tired of myself and school and people keep on adding to my stress, you best know I’m gonna crack. I’m gonna get angry, I’m gonna look mad bc I AM mad, I’m gonna talk back, I’m gonna give attitude BECAUSE IM FUCKING TIRED. I’m tired of always being expected to be “perfect”, tired of trying, tired of not trying, tired of everyone and everything around me, tired of myself. Everything. Because everything is so shitty, you can’t even spend a day fully happy bc when you listen to the news there is people dying and horrible things happening, you’re family is going through some thing or you’re friend isn’t doing well. You best know it’s not gonna keep me happy knowing that a bunch of horrible things happen every second. And SOMEHOW the world expects me to stay “happy” and do EVERYTHING I have to do with all my shits and giggles. I don’t give a fuck that you’re mad I talk back bc you’re being a bitch. Suck it up and go fuck yourself. Genuinely, I’ve never been so pissed at people like this. To anyone reading this who sees a fucking problem with it, go fuck yourself.

Asillypookienextdoor

@emisriddle I have chamomile tea but no sugar TT o TT but ty, I will
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emisriddle

@Asillypookienextdoor that’s true, and you did the best thing. at the end of the day, you’re stronger, smarter, and more mature than any of them. i’m sorry you didn’t sleep i know you struggle babe :( have you tried chamomile with a little bit of honey? it helps to relax and sleep. works wonders for me
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Asillypookienextdoor

GUYS. IF YOU HAVE ANY DARK ROMANCE BOOK RECOMMENDATIONS IM WILLING TO CHECK THEM OUT WHETHER ITS JS BOOKS OR ON WATTPAD OR ON A03 PLEASE JS GOVE ME RECS!!!! (Also, what should I read after reading the twisted series?)

SweepingmangoSam

@Asillypookienextdoor That's true I have done that with some online books in the past.
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Asillypookienextdoor

@SweepingmangoSam  ohhhh okay, the plots are good, but you can always skip the smut part
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SweepingmangoSam

@Asillypookienextdoor Technically I can but I don't like to (it makes me uncomfortable).
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Asillypookienextdoor

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Okay not me randomly disappearing every time I get back  BUTT. This is real. I got a new charger and my phone got confiscated (bc my dad sucks ass) so now I can start continuing my stories!! :D I’m mostly gonna focus on getting back on track bc I don’t wanna leave my shit on drafts TT o TT again, super sorry I GHOSTED all of u but life is a bitch that I deal with everyday, but so does everyone else. Take care of yourselves my loves!! Xoxo <33

Asillypookienextdoor

@riddle_x_nott  ph sure, I’ll check it out tomorrow tho bc it’s almost 11pm here T-T
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riddle_x_nott

@Asillypookienextdoor it’s okay T-T I miss you thooo alsooo I have this book role play kinda were I am getting ‘married’ to @dixna-mj do you wanna come all you have to go is go on the chapter and out what outfit and jewellery you will wear
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Asillypookienextdoor

ITS TIIIIIIME!!! I disappeared again bc my charger broke and now I have a phone so it's easier to use Wattpad. Sorryyyyy:(

Asillypookienextdoor

@riddle_x_nott  hey gorgeous!! It's been so longgg TT o TT
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tiamosofi

@Asillypookienextdoor literally me rn…anyways CONGRATS GIRL
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Asillypookienextdoor

I may or may have not been heavily cussed out, angered people for no reason, got hit, cried at school, want to keep on crying, got called (once again) racist things by people of the same ‘color’ as me, may get suspended for a day, witnessed my friend getting beat up and just generally had a bad day. Anyways, how are you guys doing?<333

Asillypookienextdoor

@Jasmyn493  AWEEE, UR TOO SWEET<333
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Jasmyn493

@Asillypookienextdoor Girle pop…. THANK GOD I DONT KNOW YOU BECAUSE THE WAY I WOULD’VE BEEN TRYING TO GET YOU TO FIGHT SO I COULD JUMP IN (also not that you asked but we’re kinda alike I get bullied for being black since I’m albino)
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Asillypookienextdoor

@Jasmyn493  but yeah, my life is pretty shitty
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Asillypookienextdoor

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          GUYS. IM DOING THE IMPOSSIBLE. I HAVE TO STOP READING SMUT. I JUST READ FOURTEEN (14) CHAPTERS OF SMUT. WITH ALL TYPES OF VARIATIONS, ANGRY SEX, ANAL, THREESOME, BITCH YOU NAME IT AND I REALLY NEED TO STOP BECAUSE I DONT WANT IT TO IMOACT ME MENTALLY TT o TT. No hate to all the writes, it was SCRUMPTIOUS ( @emisriddle and @2heavenly IM TALKING ABOUT YOU GUYS.) BUT, I don’t want the fact of reading so much smut would make me loose my virginity to someone I’ll regret in the future or become a whore (respectfully). Not to mention I have to focus on school and everything, so I’ve made my decision and I won’t read smut again. If you see me in a smut chapter, call me out on it so I can stop and js get back to normal. I’m sorry I announced this super randomly, but it’s not only for mental/psychological reasons, but also religious reasons (I’m Christian) so I want to be responsible and stop early. I’ll conti reading all your fanfics and etc, but no more smut for me. Consider this NNN, but for the rest of my life. I hope you guys will understand. Lots of love, D<3

Asillypookienextdoor

@IslaNott187  omg slayyy, imma add you so we can help each other<333
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Asillypookienextdoor

So I just started reading the Twisted love series. Three words. Horny as FU—

Asillypookienextdoor

@paulamadrigal28  OKAY. I FINISHED THEM ALL AND AS MICH AS I LOVE ALEX’S WHIPPED ASS, JOSH’S HUMOR AND RHYS JUST EXISTING MAKES ME FOLD, BUT CHRISTIAN HAS MY HEART. I LOVE THE WAY HE DESCRIBES STELLA AND HOW HE SEES LIFE FROM A WHOLE DIFFERENT POINT OF VIEW BC OF HER JS HIM IN GENERAL IS SO [moaning emoji] LIKE I FOLDED SP BAD FOR HIM ITS ACTUALLY INSANE. What about you ml?
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Asillypookienextdoor

@paulamadrigal28  I DIDNT READ ALL OF IT, ONLY TWISTED LOVE SO FAR.
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paulamadrigal28

@ Asillypookienextdoor  OMGGGG TWISTED SERIES IS SO GOOD (whos your fav man ?9
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