Asillypookienextdoor
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What the fuck is wrong with people these days? Is everyone just mutually shitty and want to ruin everyone’s life or is everyone haveping the shittiest times? School is no different from home. You cry, you’re a crybaby. You don’t cry, yptheyll puch you over and over until you crack. You talk back, you’re a bitch. You don’t talk back, you’re a pussy. You answer, they tell you to ignore it. You don’t answer, they think that you’re “annoying them on purpose”. I’m sorry (not really), but if I’m already having a shitty time at home and I’m tired of myself and school and people keep on adding to my stress, you best know I’m gonna crack. I’m gonna get angry, I’m gonna look mad bc I AM mad, I’m gonna talk back, I’m gonna give attitude BECAUSE IM FUCKING TIRED. I’m tired of always being expected to be “perfect”, tired of trying, tired of not trying, tired of everyone and everything around me, tired of myself. Everything. Because everything is so shitty, you can’t even spend a day fully happy bc when you listen to the news there is people dying and horrible things happening, you’re family is going through some thing or you’re friend isn’t doing well. You best know it’s not gonna keep me happy knowing that a bunch of horrible things happen every second. And SOMEHOW the world expects me to stay “happy” and do EVERYTHING I have to do with all my shits and giggles. I don’t give a fuck that you’re mad I talk back bc you’re being a bitch. Suck it up and go fuck yourself. Genuinely, I’ve never been so pissed at people like this. To anyone reading this who sees a fucking problem with it, go fuck yourself.
emisriddle
@Asillypookienextdoor that’s true, and you did the best thing. at the end of the day, you’re stronger, smarter, and more mature than any of them. i’m sorry you didn’t sleep i know you struggle babe :( have you tried chamomile with a little bit of honey? it helps to relax and sleep. works wonders for me
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