Aspen_the_Frog

Might be posing two chapters of regret today:D I need a better name for it but idk so for now it's gonna stay as regret

Aspen_the_Frog

!!! IMPORTANT!!!
          
          So everything in life has gone to shitttttt and schools starting in monday (today is friday) and I'm not ready for that stress, and earlier Tencoblade posted his video about cancer, witch hit close because I recently lost a family member that had cancer in her leg and unfortunately passed away from it, but I tried not to let that get to me, but I've been struggling with mental help and a lot of other issues and havent found time or motivation to write alot, witch upsets me because I really enjoy it but I have started a journal here on Wattpad and been posting pretty sort check ins on my life and story updates so if you would like to read that it's in my published books.. it goes over some sensitive topics but it helps get to know me as a person and not just "some person on the internet that write fanfiction" and if that's all you want to know me as that's okay to.

Aspen_the_Frog

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@Aspen_the_Frog  I just really want to remind everyone that it's okay to take a break and work on yourself and allways make sure your doing okay before you worry about anything else because whatever is happening is going to get better, and I know it truly doesn't feel like it, fuck just yesterday morning (it was around 4am) I was standing on top of a small bridge near by my house crying wondering if I should just jump and get it all over with, and the only thing I can say is try to sit down, think about it before you do anything, name atleast 5 bad things that has happend in your life, then say 10 good things, say 3 reasons why you should keep going, say one person who loves you, and if you cant think of someone then you may just not be thinking hard enough because SOMEONE WILL miss you I promise, if it's your family, friends, a online friend, or even me, just know someone is there to listen to you and someone will allways be there to help you the best they can.. I dont have anyone I know personally that I can open up to so I write it down in a book, or on Wattpad, hoping someone will give me advice, and hoping that someone can learn something from what I'm writing and my story, Because I don't want to die not being known for what I've done, I want to leave a footprint in the world and try to get others to Finnish my path, and even though I've help mutipul strangers and they might thank me, and even though I know I can't help everyone, even if I can help 50,45, hell 35 percent of people it would be nice, knowing I that I'm helping the world one person at a time, there are on average 132 suicides a day in the United states, and as a single person I know I cant do it by myself, but it wont stop me from trying... 
            
            If you need any help or anyone to talk to you can message me on here or on my Instagram ( aspen_the_mushroom_prince)
            
            
            Sincerely, Aspen Fogg♡
            Stay safe y'all 
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