AssasinCat101
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I'm sorry my friends, I've been... absent...I just think I'm fucking everything up in my life. I think about you my friends a lot, where did I stop being me? Well the truth is, I miss you, I miss everyone here, and I'm sorry that I couldn't message you. I got locked out and today I finally got back. I know you probably won't answer this, but I'm sorry, I'm trying but I'm losing and badly to myself. I haven't talked to anyone in a long time. I wish I was the person that was so social again, I wish I could steel myself and be that again, I miss me, I miss my friends, everyone. But I don't think I'm what you need. If you're doing better,if you are alright, if you all are okay, I'm happy with that despite my hatred for myself. I'm the problem. I see everyone has grown, and I'm happy for you. And... I wish I could go back to being good. I'm sorry my friends. You may not call me that anymore and I understand. I just want you to do what's right for you. And if this is the last time you look at me or this, I'm okay. I'm just not in a good headspace, and haven't been since my decline in interaction. I miss and love you all♡ I would like to rp again I'm sorry
