Assassingamer1009

I lowk just wrote ts:
          	
          	His eyes were shallow pools, dark and empty as he stared into the distance. He couldn't feel the hands on him—only in a distant recess of his mind. Where all the memories were locked up; never to be parted with, but never looked upon again.
          	
          	His ears rang as he fell back, and for a second he could feel the weight upon his chest heavy again. So he stared, and stared, and stared so he would forget again.
          	
          	And soon it would be all over. Over and over again.
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	And now two separate angsty ahh songs are playing in my head and I want to sob

Assassingamer1009

I lowk just wrote ts:
          
          His eyes were shallow pools, dark and empty as he stared into the distance. He couldn't feel the hands on him—only in a distant recess of his mind. Where all the memories were locked up; never to be parted with, but never looked upon again.
          
          His ears rang as he fell back, and for a second he could feel the weight upon his chest heavy again. So he stared, and stared, and stared so he would forget again.
          
          And soon it would be all over. Over and over again.
          
          
          
          
          And now two separate angsty ahh songs are playing in my head and I want to sob

Assassingamer1009

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I'm lowkey cooking rn with the writing of chapter 6, but may scrap it. Idk, since it's very difficult compared to other chapters. And I'm accidentally creating a HotWings fic (but with Enji as the Hot) T-T 
          Let's just say.. this chapter is very gay, and that wasn't my intention. My fingers moved on their own and just wrote what they wrote.
          I don't even think it will be a HotWings fic though in the end, but idk (since I ain't planning shit for this fic. I just open a new chapter and start writing each time.) 
          Fellas, is it gay to caress the homies, get up close and personal, tell them that they are your inspiration and that you believe in them, and call them by their given name, all while they cry and show you a side to them that they haven't shown to anyone else at this point?
          Yeahhhhh. Thought so. Well, enjoy whenever I drop the chapter! If I don't scrap this version that is.

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@Assassingamer1009 by difficult, I meant different. I guess it autocorrected
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Assassingamer1009

The anguish I feel is too much. It's not the kind that makes you write, even though it is the kind that makes you want to. The kind of anguish that is so right that it's wrong. It's the just right kind of wrong.
          
          Basically, what I'm sayin' is: I'm trying to finish writing the next chapter, it's just not coming to me for some reason T-T