Fallen A. Johnson

Hello, old friend.
          Please, if you ever come in contact with this message, DM me.
          I have some explaining and apologizing to do.

Hey, Good Morning. I Hope You Have A Great Day, Fallen. We All Love You So Much

Buddy, you alright?

Give me the
          
          
          K O O L A I D
          
          
          :")
          
          Btw Hey!

Roses are red..
          Violets are blue .
          I'm still alive...
          Why aren't you?

Why.... Why did I just do this... I hurt my friends and family and I can't go back.. Stab wounds to burns.. No body is perfect.. So why did I try to escape my.. My demons.. By leaving wattpad and not reaching any contact with Haley/Chloe/Tiffany.. Im the worst Guardian Angel to all of these innocent sensitive women.. Idiot idiot idiot.. I hope they're reading this now because this is the apology that I cannot say to them through pm.. Tears hit the ground for the 2nd? 3rd time today.. Im just like any other guy in this world.. An ass.. But I'll fix this somehow... Im not going anywhere anymore. I cant run from my problems..

-Fallen Ace Johnson signing off for the last time :D 

O-Ok w-what the hell is going on.. 125th night with no sleep.. Yet..i keep having nightmares as if for once I had fallen asleep.. I would just post each nightmare but.. I can't bring myself to... I have a plan of trying one lasf thing.. If that doesn't work... Then dont be surprised if tomorrow I post a message at this exact time but all it says on it is "-Fallen Ace Johnson signing off for the last time.." heh.. So this is what insanity feels like... I s-still feel the same..

Hey..

Am I still asleep or is this reality.
          Maybe Im going crazy
          Possibly out of my mind 
          Im not tryinh to rhyme
          Just losing my mind
          Oh no
          Did it again
          Need to wake up
          Just unsure how...