Nani

PLEASE FINSH YOUR BOOOOOOOOK 

I am incapable of love. 

I’m tired of trying to be noticed. I’m tired of trying. I’m just tired of living...

One day someone will see this. One day, they’ll know everything. Even though I never tried to hide it. Maybe that day is today. Maybe today is the day. 

I should just die

We’re born alone, we die alone. Everything in between doesn’t even matter. So why try? 

I’ve hated you for so long, but I’ve found someone who hates you just as much. And I think our mutual hatred for you is what brought us so close. 

When I’m gone, everyone in my life will have plenty of reasons to say we should have known. 

One day. Everyone in my life will see this. And regret everything they have missed out on, in my life. But what they don’t understand is... I tried to tell them what they were missing out on. And they didn’t listen.

I’m trying hard not to feel this way. But, today is not a good day. Im not ready for tomorrow. I can’t even get out of bed. This urge to not be alive is strong right now.
          
          I’m not going to let it take over, but I honestly am so tired. I don’t know how much longer I can take of this~ 
          
          I’m too weak. I fail at everything and life is just something to add to that pile. Why can’t I just be good at something. Why can’t I just be happy? Why do I have to feel this way, why? 
          
          I’m not okay. 
          
          I haven’t been okay. 
          
          But nobody cares.