I feel so fucking up, so depressed, so useless. I just wanna go to sleep and not wake up ever again.
I just wanna sleep forever.
Take me far away from here.
I have nowhere I feel safe. My house is hell, my school is hell, outside is hell, my mind is hell, and I live in hell.
Those nights I break down and drown myself in tears realizing how lonely I am.
I wish I was dead like dead, dead long gone.