Astrix_TK7

Its hard to be the girl
          	My parents want me to be..
          	A simple nerd with a broken past..
          	Glasses on..Book in hand 
          	eyes down low walking through collidors..
          	Forced into isolation of oneself  trying to stay alive tho i don't wanna live..
          	Living the life that's not mine anymore. 
          	Being a puppet on the satin strings.
          	Shaped into every word the society speaks.
          	Is it safe to escape and be who I am..
          	
          	
          	This is not me..I wanna change..I'm tired of who i am..I'm not the real me. 

LitaYuasa22

@Astrix_TK7  I wanna die too, but I believe that everything will get better soon even though I know that's a lie. Life will throw hard obstacles at you on purpose so you'll be ready for anything, I dont care about myself. I care about others, so please do me and everyone else a favor and dont die yet, it's not your time..... But maybe it's my time
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armee_bts_love

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Astrix_TK7

Its hard to be the girl
          My parents want me to be..
          A simple nerd with a broken past..
          Glasses on..Book in hand 
          eyes down low walking through collidors..
          Forced into isolation of oneself  trying to stay alive tho i don't wanna live..
          Living the life that's not mine anymore. 
          Being a puppet on the satin strings.
          Shaped into every word the society speaks.
          Is it safe to escape and be who I am..
          
          
          This is not me..I wanna change..I'm tired of who i am..I'm not the real me. 

LitaYuasa22

@Astrix_TK7  I wanna die too, but I believe that everything will get better soon even though I know that's a lie. Life will throw hard obstacles at you on purpose so you'll be ready for anything, I dont care about myself. I care about others, so please do me and everyone else a favor and dont die yet, it's not your time..... But maybe it's my time
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Astrix_TK7

The road ahead of me is full of hurdles..
          I'm runnig..
          tripping..
          Falling..
          I  reach out to grasp..
          Holding on to the nothingness as i fell. 
          I changed my path deciding  to take the leap and swim..
          Gasping..
          Breathing..
          Sinking..
          Drowning..
          Trying to move while straggling with my wounded self.. 
          Trying to beg for help only to be met with silence..
          Have i lost the race or did i loose the path? Is it over or did i miss few chapters of my life..
          trying not to fall only to figure out maybe falling completely would have been better then holding on to the darkness that i thought was once my savior.
          

Astrix_TK7

@Astrix_TK7 its running and not runnig damn my keyboard
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Astrix_TK7

@LitaYuasa22 thank you so much❤
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LitaYuasa22

@Astrix_TK7   That was so beautiful! It brought a tear to my eyes!
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Astrix_TK7

Losing myself in the string of pain..
          Letting go of the rope that i held on for so long..
          The marks in my hand hurts no more. 
          The unshed tears are finally brimming..
          The unspoken words are finally screaming..
          The tragic reality is hitting hard and the faith is finally lost in the sea of despair...
          The more i give in to my expectations the more pain i feel..
          Is it only normal to live a life that's a lie or is it normal to not live at all?

Astrix_TK7

@Pixie_DustFairy  * in V's voice* borahae~  thank you so much angel!
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Astrix_TK7

Voice of a broke soul is calling out for help..
          Do you hear it..?
          The screams in the deafening silence..
          Clawing on the shreds of every glass..
          Letting our pretentious facade fall..
          The mask we wore for far to long has become our unknown identity that we suddenly call our home..

JustCallMeLost

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@Astrix_TK7 
            no no it's okay love 
            I just read that and it reminded me of my username 
            
            Ah so for you it's the keyboard ? 
            For me it's my autocorrect. He always pulls the weirdest shit I swear. Hate that guy ugh.
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Astrix_TK7

@JustCallMeLost that was a mistake it was supposed to be broken soul. My keyboard is not very supportive. Slightly a rebel so we don't get along
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JustCallMeLost

@Astrix_TK7 
            i read 'broke soul' n i was like 
            WAIT A MINUTE-
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