MelAlexasaanie Abregan

@Ate4gumsand1plastic 
            If you're close to 15-18 then find a trusted adult you can actually truly talk to. Base on how you're saying that I'm thinking you are in the age limit or close. If you find a trustworthy adult by your side they can help you with getting a house to stay away from everything. And when you do move out block all contacts with your step dad. I understand how you feel. I use abused physically by my parents. I feel honored you're telling me this, especially since we don't know each other. Tell me anything you need for help! I'm here for you! Truly! I'll keep this between us, promise. ♡

@Jbnothere256 lately I've been feeling depressed normally I'd eat considering I'm a big back but lately I haven't and I haven't been sleeping and my thoughts of suicide have been on and off it all started since my mom keeps breaking up with my stepdad then gets back together like nothing happened she'd always say that she's giving him a last chance but that's what she keeps saying she even lied bout being pregnant saying that my baby brother needs a dad but she actually wasn't pregnant thw worst part about it is that my room is close to there's so I can hear them having sex and it makes me uncomfortable and disgusted especially since they don't even apologize to each other and just act like nothing happened the first time they broke up was when my step dad just randomly left the house and never came back it was after my mom had surgery on her throat because there was a big lump in it the doctor told her to not get stressed if she did there's a chance she dies and soon sometimes my step dad would leave the house and not come back for days and text my mom like he hadn't left us to him he isn't afraid to leave because my mom would always take him back unfortunately it's just a cycle it keeps happening over and over my cousin says in depressed and I've been thinking about it alot I know I'm not getting abused physically or mentally but I feel like I am being abused mentally.
            
            Thanks for listening I really needed someone to talk to even if it's online:)