Jimin‘s Jams

actually i was about to post something but then my birtday came in bbetween yesterday so I forgot to. but now I'm back and tbh i hate my birthday and next year i will just run away. But anyways. I GOT KARAOKE MACHINE AND I'M SINGING WITH IT THE WHOLE TIME AND EVERYONE IS ALREADY ANNOYED BUT I LOVE IT SO MUCH AND I EVEN CHOSE A FAV. MIC OUT OF ALL OF MY MICS. So anyways like i told some weeks ago i got a stalker and i totally forgot to tell y'all about it but I'm to lazy right now and i have to hurry writing this so i will just tell everything in short. well some dude hacked into my friends account and we still dont know who it is but he annoyed us all so i wrote in private with him (still on my friends account) and after some time he actually found my house and was in front of it with his friend and threatened some things. but idk it's so sweet just how he writes and everything and then some days after he said that he was proud to come into my friends account and meet me. then after he said he got feelings for me and he just got sweeter and sweeter by every text he wrote. idk what's wrong with me that i like a guy like this but ig daddy issues:D anyways he wanted to meet up with me and took a day off (he's only 1 year older idk why he's already working while he's 15 but he said he's syrian so maybe that's why(no I'm not racist but i have arabian friends and they work at this age too)) but i had school at 1p.m so I couldn't. but then yesterday he wrote an very sweet text I think i'm dying "Hallo süße tut mir leid wollte dir gratulieren indem ich zu dir komme aber leider habe ich es nicht geschafft dein Geschenk bekommst du bald von mir süße, alles gute mein spätzchen " and if you don't understand german: "Hello sweetie, I'm sorry I wanted to congratulate you by coming to you but unfortunately I couldn't make it. You'll get your present from me soon sweetie, all the best, my darling " okay now i must say in english it just doesn't give the same vibe but yeah

Guys, I have to Tell you a Story IT‘S ABT MY STALKER AND YESSS I FINALLY GOT A STALKER AND HE‘S SO SWEET. But anyways I will Tell it later, some Random number keeps calling me and I don’t know who it is but maybe it‘s my stalker so I‘ll try to Figure it out

guys, well I don't got a crush on my crush anymore bc of my classmate and yeah. You'll never guess what happened with my bestfriend, sometimes he's really confusing and shit but yeah

guys tomorrow is school again and i just finished my english homework at 10 p.m but I cant sleep because my crush is confusing me like he asked my classmate whos friends with him if I like him and the thing is I'm also friends with one dude from my class (we are something like best friends) and he is also friends with my crush but the thing is this classmate (let's call him mohamed) told my crush 'I think so' he never knew that I have a crush on my crush and just thought so because I once had a crush on mohameds brother and they're from the same country (I know he's dumb) and then my crush (let's call him bilal and yes I'm using their real names oops) asked my friend if I LOVE him like LOVE. I mean first of all why does he even want to know and second of all how random is this? Like asking if someone has a crush on you is normal but LOVE? I don't what's wrong with him but yeah. Friday(it's sunday and middle of the night and I haven't slept properly because I can't get that out my head) We had like sports day in school and when i was sitting after running 5,5 kilometers I saw him and he already stared at me like some creepy shi the whole day and I was, not even joking ,scared of him. But anyways later he walked past me while I was sitting there with my friend on a stone in front of a bush. He walked past me but really slow and I could feel him staring at me but I'm avoiding him since some time because I know he is bad but idk why i want him so bad. wel anyways i looked away so we don't make eye contact but after 10 seconds he still stared and I was like 'bro just look away please' and then he stilll didn't look away, and you have to keep in mind he was still walking there so i just looked back at him for a half second and then looked away and he did the same but after he stared again at me (I will explain tomorrow wat it felt like) and he looked like a eagle ready to kill his breakfast or something but then my friend told me he said this whole thing with love and-

NCT is still my ult group but lately I’ve been very into TxT and Enhypen idk why and how but I really like their music and everything even more than ever before (I already loved them and both were my ults at different times for actually a short time but they were atleast. Some months ago when I finally finished my task I made years ago by stabbing NCT I lost my interest in txt and Enhypen but sometimes I just have times where I love them very much but then after it goes away. This time tho I have a good feeling that my interest stays. I mean when I said I lost interest, I meant I still listened their music, was still Mia and Engene and they were still somewhere in my fav groups. But they just weren’t my umts anymore but they got higher in my fav groups list now and I hope I stay as Moa and Engene for a really long time

I forgot to Update yesterday but happy Late Mark day!! I still can’t believe he’s now 25, and I know he’s double my age but it feels like I’ve seen him growing up or smth

Germany won, I knew it!!

I don’t know what’s wrong with me but I always fall in love with the worst people. This time it’s a boy called ‘Bilal’ and my Friends are warning me about him that he isn’t good and everything and one of my friends was like “You don’t want him trust me!” And when she said that I thought like
          “Oh girl, no matter how bad you talk about him to me I still want him so bad, only if you knew how bad I want him” and the same friend was like “Kira guess who’s there” then I wanted to look trough the window because he was outside and then when I went to take a look she pushed me to the window as fun(we always do that) and right before that she knocked on the window. When she knocked on the window my crush and his friend which I also have a kinda funny story with (I pointed with my head at a blonde haired boy but then this boy (Achmed) was in the way and looked at me like always I accidentally painted at him while he saw it and it looked like I flirted with him so since then he even more often looks at me and somehow mad or something but he always looks like that so I just don’t think anything about it) the both looked at the window my friend knocked and because she pushed me right after I flew with my face into that damn window and they saw it!! That was so damn emberassing and then they both played football with 2 little kids while I was still watching them and suddenly my friend was like “look how he’s treating the little kids, he will treat your both kids like that too and she’s always like he’s really bad but she didn’t look at him and he was soooo damn sweet and was so good and nice with the kids! I nearly died at the sight of his cuteness

Some old man is going around in my city and somehow always next to our school since yesterday. And I know y’all be like “but that’s just a man and maybe he’s just chilling there” but no. He’s walking around here with a fxcking knife and even the teachers were watching him and we wanted to pick up our friend but the teachers were suddenly so agressive and when my friend asked “but why” one of them said “just go away and don’t ask stupid questions” like why should we when he is like that and I know it’s dangerous but we didn’t know then what happened and he just screamed at us like that so he could atleast explain like is that too much to ask? How should we know that he jumped on graves with his knives with a creepy smile and I know they just don’t want anything to happen to us but atleast explain sir?

I‘m watching the Germany vs Hungary Soccer game right now and Germany has 2 goals right now and Hungary none. I don’t know think Hungary can win anymore bc they’re already 74 Minutes in the game right now and only a wonder could help them. By the way I don’t know why but I hate Sané and Musialah(I forgot how to spell him) and not because I’m racist because I’m not but I don’t know they just don’t give good vibes to me and Sané tripped some dude over and then acted like he’s the coolest on earth and spitted at the floor where I’m thinking like “why you gotta be like the most people in my school