@Ateezs_Angel About the breakdowns, I had them during quarantine and it was so new to me cuz I rarely cry. It led to very negative and depressing thoughts, to a point where I didn't talk to anyone at all. During these times, you have to remember the people that love you. That support you and would go miles for you, that's what kept me going. If writing helps you release the stress or forget your problems, then do just that. You're an amazing, prodigious person and your talent deserves to be recognized by the society. You're beautiful both inside and out and you deserve a lot more than you think. The love and gratefulness you show to your readers tells us a lot about you, you're humble and don't forget what brought you so high. Never risk your mental health, because the way back is sometimes impossible. If you need a break, definitely take it. Remember, your words bring happiness to people, your work is enjoyed by a massive amount of fans. You are loved and remembered. Don't forget that. Take care.
Love, your reader.