Damn I was deppresso back in 2018/2019 lolol
I went back to my old account and I saw all of these old messages of people encouraging/ridiculing me from the way I kinda just yeeted my book “Him?!” (A roommate/college AU in the countryhumans fandom) that had about 27k reads on it right into the trash bc I thought it sucked and it was really messing with me mentally. I got messages from a few people that honestly brought me down more, bc no joke compliments mess w/ me, but I’m actually super glad from the way I got better! Here in 2020, it sucked, I lost a few people who were close to my heart, but instead of letting it bring me down more, I’ve learnt and grown from it! I’ve stopped laughing and joking less as a coping mechanism and more because I think something is funny! I have to give thanks to a lot of people in my life so... thanks!