Athenasparthenos65

Um my friend told me to play music and gave me her phone and her entire music history was diffrent versions of AMs hate monologue... should I be concerned?

Athenasparthenos65

So me and my friend live right by a grocery store so sometimes me and her will hop on our bikes (because it's easy to access those) and ride down to the grocery store. So earlier my friend messaged me asking if I wanted to go to the store with her and she said to wait till she gets there. So obviously I said yes to going to the store SO EXPLAIN TO ME WHY SHE DECIDED TO RIDE UP TO MY HOUSE PLAYING "GMFU" AT FULL VOLUME WHEN SHE KNEW MY PARENTS WERE HOME. so 8 had to embarrassedly pull out my bike and try not to look at my parents as SHE DIDNT TURN OFF THE MUSIC RUSHEJJWN so embarrassing. I rarely go out except for these little trips and she has to embarass me? And me being way too shy (and the fact she couldn't even here anything I said) couldn't tell her to shut the music off.

Athenasparthenos65

Yeah so as I get older I get slowly more and more overwhelmed by people even with my own family I can barely make myself speak 20 words and when things get loud I start getting overwhelmed...and I hate it. I hate being so socially reclusive even with friends it's becoming harder and harder for some reason to keep up conversations, luckily I have friends who talk enough for us both. I don't know why and I hate it. I hate how now my biggest fears are having to go out in public and talk to people. I hate how now everyone looks at me with pity at family gatherings I hate being too quiet to even speak my mind. When I was younger I talked so much but nowadays the hardest part of my day is holding up a conversation with my friends or family.
          
          This was a vent post since I need to get this out somewhere.

Athenasparthenos65

My friends pet peeve.
          So you see I mispronounce words...a lot, and my friend never mispronounce words and it'd a pet peeve to her when people do so she usually just annoyedly sighs and tells me how to properly pronounce a word. My friend...Is a really happy person even when she's "mad" at me she's still smiling and joking...to be honest she's the hardest person to get mad I've ever seen and its even harder to make her stop laughing or sound like shes gonna crack a joke she gets annoyed sure but even then shes smiling and giggling, but today was kind of diffrent so you see we were talking about anine tropes we don't like and I mispronounced "tsundere" ( I pronounced it like T-sun-dre) and for once her smile went off her face she turned to me and hit me with this face https://images.app.goo.gl/s6dDEhg575cx3Sxd7 and her thousand yard state is actually kind of intimidating so like...erm yeah that was just a storyline
          
          
          NOT THE FRIEND WHO SENDS ME TIT PICS

Athenasparthenos65

*storytime*
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Athenasparthenos65

So I ride the bus to school...and a substitute bus driver was here today since we never have the same bus driver for more then like two weeks for some reason AND THE NEW BUS DRIVEE LOWKEY DROPPED US OFF AT THE WRONG SCHOOL.  So erm...now me and a bunch of other kids who ride my bus are on the opposite side of town at the wrong school

Athenasparthenos65

A new bus had to come and pick us up and we arrived at school two hours late
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masterofbitches

@Athenasparthenos65 what happened after that?
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