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count it left with me
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She wasn’t as bad, no, but she could’ve done something. He wasn’t the only villain in the story.
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“You handled it so well.”
No, I didn’t. I lost myself. I went insane. It traumatized me. I had to shove my muffled screams on a pillow every night. I had to act like I’m not supposed to be thrown on a mental asylum. I had to force myself to sleep just so I could mute the terrifying thoughts on my head. Even then, it still haunts me in my sleep. I had to join countless organizations and drown myself in overwhelming academic workloads just to keep the noise around me all so I could escape the deafening silence in my head. So no, I didn’t handle it. I’m just a master of weaving colored threads on the tapestry of veracity.
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Still rivers, no current to flow
Shallow waters, too empty to row
Haunting days and blinding nights
What a sorrowful choking demise
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My angel of mercy, your light was blinding
A momentary fix I can’t stop finding
Only to stumble on flightless wings dying
Turns out there was no point in trying
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My angel of mercy, your darkness was terrifying
A momentary fix I can finally stop finding
Stumbled on flightless wings rotting
At least at some point I was trying
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Turns out all mazes lead back to you
I tried to escape but what can I do
When it’s in me, it’s me, it’s true
A tenant living inside with no rent due
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Turns out all my enemies had a single face
It was dangerously familiar, a nostalgic taste
What cannot be outrun, betted in a race
A demise, a tragedy, a hellish place
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Surprise, I'm back! Missed me, Celestians?
Chapter 22 is up!
I apologize for ghosting you guys for almost a year but hopefully, I'll be back to writing once again. God, I miss Wattpad.
For Hesperia,
https://www.wattpad.com/story/255945990
crei_i
woi update huhuhu
KUYA_PEPE
Waiting for updated po ☺️
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I wish I would never see your face ever again.
The sight of you reminds me of nothing but trauma and pain. You're like a walking nightmare.
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The tough thing with being the hero in everyone's story is realizing how lonely you actually are. You try to save everyone but who's saving you? When they all expect you got it all, who's gonna save you from your downfall?