Aadeez

choti choti baatein....

GUYS I HAVE MY END SEM IN FOUR DAYS THIS IS NOT THE TIME FOR MY MIND TO ABANDON ME!!!!!!
          CRICKET WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME
          NOW IM WATCHING CID AND LAUGHING IN PAIN

I went down a rabbit hole watching my old saved videos of cricket to grieve Ash's retirement and smh I am now watching CID... well atleast I am numb enough to be watching this shit ToT
          
          It is highkey a comedy show though ngl, Abhijeet is always on a side quest and likes playing dress up is one thing I did not expect to learn but here we are lmao. He is also apparently the only one who doesn't act like Dora the fkn explorer with clues so I guess he is probably half the intelligence of the team.
          Also Daya is fucking huge man, my child self never truly paid attention but lord made one giant of a man, every time somebody gets bodied by this monster I wince in sympathy.
          
          Ash would hate this show though ToT so much bullshittery. i hope he watches.

And just like that a little bit more of me leaves.
          Ash, Jaddu, Virat, Rohit, Shikhi, Bhuvi, Jinks
          I had seen them become the new India, after the aging 2011 team, India had found its cure in these seven and Pujji, Bumrah, Rahul, Pandya etc.
          I knew it was coming but it still feels like I am hollowed, hollowed without a warning.
          
          Have a good life Ash Anna. Our cricket expert, our favorite chatterbox. We love you, we adore you and India will not be the same without you.

Ash Anna....  tough but a well thought descion. I am feeling empty from inside. 

Kya lag rha hain
          Australian strategy?

You know what the problem is
          First you let people play off as many balls as they do.
          This isn't like its Sachin Tendulkar putting out block after block after block. You knew that if Sachin is just blocking, he isn't feeling comfortable and may  get out though ofcourse it wouldnt be easy. Sachin eating balls for the sake of it was rare
          
          But you let other players, the Marnus, the Smiths, do that? That spells trouble. And no just handing boom the ball is not the answer. Man did ppl see the fielders being moved around after every T Head shot as a REACTION?
          No you dont do that ! No bowler will give you wickets like that, and if Rohit is fucking up... why the fuck weren't others from the leadership group telling him??!! Yes its the captain's game but it is also your match whether youare playing it or are part of the support/coach staff.
          
          And then. Then you enter the field, you heart already made. Already tensed. Already anticipating a loss and hoping to prevent it. 
          There is the difference
          You should be believing in a win not hoping to stop a loss.
          You bat like that and ofcourse you lose. The only one looking okay-ish is KL Rahul (And may lord protect him from me jinxing this shit again) AND THAT IS BECAUSE THAT GUY HAS LITERALLY NOTHING TO LOSE. He is on his very last fucking rope and he knows. He scores its good otherwise he already has felt what is coming. 
          FFS.
          
          Where is your mind Team India. Where is your heart?
          Playing INDIA is all about heart. WHERE IS IT?

Cricket depressed me, was gonna destroy my day or whatever but then Atif posted a story and a post for his second child's birthday and I am slightly less depressed now because congratulations Atif, you gave birth to your intrusive thoughts XD. 
          Not this man going "What is this behavior Aryan Aslam" to a video of a mini version of him moving his hips the exact same way his father does on stage. THAT IS YOU ATIF. YOU TAUGHT HIM THAT.
          
          Oh and this dude still is confusing us with what the actual fuck is Aryan's birthday???? Is it 16th??? Is it 18th???? Is it 22nd??????
          HE POSTS THE BIRTHDAY POSTS ON JUST AN DAY OF DECEMBER FOR ARYAN. WHAT KINDA BEHAVIOR IS THAT MUHAMMAD ATIF ASLAM????
          
          Kinda of the opinion that Aryan might be his dad's favorite kid lmao. I know the youngest being a girl; that doesn't seem very logical. But he is always in Atif's arms in most pics.

Am I watching the match? Which match? Of which sport? I don't know. I have never watched sports before. I don't even know what cricket is. Is it some sorta sport? Who knows. Not me :D
          
          (admin is crying bloody tears)

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