Someone

Someone?

Hey…. 
          
          
          Are you alright?

Hey
          How's you?

Hiya

Hey buddy , all good?

Hey

yall i nearly d1ed

Wrote gibberish but it is a trope we both love (hate?)
          Have a read. No compulsion to leave comments or even vote. Just thght u may like it

I am questioning the moral ambiguity of writing such a deeply personal part of life of a person as a chapter in some book. I feel guilty too, truthfully.
          But god I need this out of me. I shouldn't have let myself see every single hate comment. I shouldn't have read every devastating thing they said.
          But I did anyway. And I can't change that. SO I just need this out of me
          It's 2019 MSD twitter all over again. I was depressed for months straight.
          https://www.wattpad.com/1569652515-the-silence-in-my-song-a-child-i-am-not-but-i-feel

I am surprised as well.
          Wrote twice. There is something genuinely wrong with me. For months there was not a single word I could write. Now because I am grieving for Atif's situation, I can suddenly write 2k words. What kind of a sick trigger is that to have???
          
          I am still sad. Very. Don't be surprised if all I write is depression, IF I do continue writing.
          On a slightly positive note for this audience though, it won't be as sad as my usual angst. Most of it I am writing on Atif. Which is uk, not of your interest so you can relaxxx about Mahi and Rahul.
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1500779956-ms-dhoni-and-the-useless-one-shots-i-like-to-come
          This is the Mahi one shot. I came across an old reel. Nearly a year old. Bhajji saying he doesn't talk to MS anymore... It IS fine to not talk with people you grow apart from. it is. But to imply that MS has reasons perhaps? To imply that Mahi is the problem. I simply cannot like Harbhajan Singh. Cannot. I tried despite, to remain neutral. I was writing Mahi's perspective. He is always so balanced. But god did I want to write something else entirely sometimes. Something vindictive. But that won't be Mahi then.
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1569388257-the-silence-in-my-song-rigor-mortis
          This ofcourse, is of no use to most of you. But I do need to write this. Again- its for me more than anyone else. Death-it is the one truth of life that never changes. It is not what shook me. It is how cruel people can be when a person is already at their darkest. How easy it is to mock their pain. How easily we forget celebrities are humans too.