Atinydewdrop

Yo . I'm back.

Yeah...no wonder I stopped using Wattpad. 
          It's sooo addictive 
           I have my assignments due n I need to work on them . But here I am...
          There are times whn u read some watty stories that make u leave the platform n some that makes u forget ur reality.
          
          I thought all the nice books are ending up in premium section. 
          All the rest didn't satisfy me as much..
          But I guess not all good ones are achieved. 
          I came across couple of nice books n I hope there are more out there.
          
          And I will read it for sure..
          Rn need to go back to reality. 
          Completing assignment it is thn.
          Bye..
          Till next time my fictional beloved.

Know when ur all feeling bottled up n u need some one...n u got no one to turn to..
          It hurts.

Hello silence!
          
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          (Wind blows....)
          
          
          
          Ahem ! Ah Well just so u know... I'm thinking abt starting to write some stuff. 
          It has been long time .
          N 
          
          Yeah i'll leave.

There!

"Choices"
          
          ɪ ꜱᴛᴀɴᴅ ᴀᴍᴏɴɢꜱᴛ ᴍy ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴀʀᴀᴅᴇꜱ,
          ꜰɪɢʜᴛɪɴɢ ꜱɪᴅᴇ ᴛᴏ ꜱɪᴅᴇ.
          ᴛᴏ ꜱᴇʀᴠᴇ , ᴛᴏ ꜱᴀᴠᴇ , ᴛᴏ ᴩʀᴏᴛᴇᴄᴛ ᴛʜᴏꜱᴇ ᴡᴇ ʟᴇꜰᴛ ʙᴇʜɪɴᴅ,
          ɪ ᴋᴇᴇᴩ ᴍy ʜᴇᴀᴅ ᴄʟᴇᴀʀ , ᴍy ᴇyᴇꜱ ꜱʜᴀʀᴩ, ᴍy ꜱᴇɴꜱᴇꜱ ᴀʟʟ ᴀᴄᴛɪᴠᴀᴛᴇ ᴀꜱ ɪ ʜᴇᴀʀ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴀᴛᴛʟᴇ ʜᴏʀɴ .
          ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ʜᴀꜱ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ .
          ᴛᴏ ᴋɪʟʟ ᴏʀ ʙᴇ ᴋɪʟʟᴇᴅ.
          ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴏᴠᴇ ᴏɴ ,ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴩʀᴇꜱꜱ ᴏɴ
          ꜰᴏʀ ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ, ᴏɴᴄᴇ ɪ ʜᴇꜱɪᴛᴀᴛᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴩʀɪᴄᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴍy ʟɪꜰᴇ.
          ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏ ᴏɴ .
          ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴩᴇᴏᴩʟᴇ ᴡʜᴏ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ꜰᴏʀ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ʀᴇɢᴀɪɴ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ᴄᴏᴜʀᴀɢᴇ 
          ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴏꜱᴇ ᴡʜᴏ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ꜰᴏʀ ʜᴏᴩᴇ ɪɴ ᴍᴇ.
          ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴏꜱᴇ ᴡʜᴏꜱᴇ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍꜱ ʟɪᴇ ɪɴ ᴍᴇ.
          ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴏꜱᴇ ᴡʜᴏ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ɪɴ ᴍᴇ.
          ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴏꜱᴇ ᴡʜᴏꜱᴇ  ʜᴇʀᴏ ɪ ᴀᴍ.
          ꜰᴏ ɪ ᴀᴍ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ʟᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ
          ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ʟᴇᴀᴅ ᴛʜᴇᴍ 
          ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴛᴀɴᴅ ᴛᴀʟʟ.
          ɪ ᴍᴜꜱᴛ ɴᴏᴛ ʟᴏꜱᴇ.
          ꜰᴏʀ ɪ ʟᴏꜱᴇ  ᴛʜᴇy ʟᴏꜱᴇ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ʜᴏᴩᴇ.
          ɪ ꜱᴛᴀɴᴅ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ꜱᴛʀᴇɴɢᴛʜ.
          ɪ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ꜱᴛᴏᴩ.
          ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ ᴍyʙᴏᴅy ʜᴀꜱ ᴇxᴄᴇᴇᴅᴇᴅ ɪᴛ ʟɪᴍɪᴛ,
          ᴍy ʙᴀᴄᴋ ɪꜱ ꜰɪʟʟᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʙʟᴏᴏᴅ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴍɪɴᴇ ᴛʜᴇɴ ᴇɴᴇᴍy.
          ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ɪ ᴍᴀy ɴᴏᴛ ʙᴇ ᴀʙʟᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴜꜱᴇ ᴍy ᴀʀᴍ ᴀɴyᴍᴏʀᴇ 
          ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏ ᴏɴ .
          ɪ ʀᴇᴍᴏᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴩᴇᴀʀ ᴛʜᴀᴛ'ꜱ ᴅᴜɢ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴍy ɢᴜᴛ .
          ᴀʜ ...ᴛʜᴇ ᴩᴀɪɴ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ʙᴏᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱɪᴅᴇ ᴀꜱ ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴀᴍʙᴜꜱʜᴇᴅ.
          ɪᴛ'ꜱ ᴀ  ᴛʀᴀᴩ.
          ɪ ʀᴇᴀʟɪꜱᴇᴅ ᴀ ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛ ᴛᴏᴏ ʟᴀᴛᴇ.
          ɪ'ᴠᴇ  ʙᴇᴇɴ ꜱᴛᴀʙʙᴇᴅ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ɪ ʙᴇɴᴅ ᴀ ʙɪᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴀ ʙʟᴏᴡ .
          ɢᴀꜱᴩ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴡᴏʀᴅ ᴏꜰ ᴍɪɴᴇ.
          ɪ ʜɪᴛ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀʟʟ ꜱᴛʀᴇɴɢᴛʜ , ɪ ᴩʀɪᴄᴇ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ᴄʜᴇꜱᴛ ᴇɴᴄʟᴏꜱᴇᴅ ʙy ᴇɴᴇᴍɪᴇꜱ ᴄʀᴇꜱᴛ.
          ᴏɴᴇ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏ .
          ɪ ʙᴇʜᴇᴀᴅ ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴏɴᴇ ᴀꜱꜱɪꜱᴛᴇᴅ ʙy ᴀ ʙʀᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴏꜰ ᴍɪɴᴇ
          ɪ ɢᴏᴛ ᴜʀ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ʜᴇ ꜱᴀyꜱ ꜰᴏʀ ʜᴇ'ꜱ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ʙy ᴍy ꜱɪᴅᴇ .
          ᴀ ꜱʀᴀʀᴩ ᴩᴀɪɴ ʙʀɪɴɢꜱ ᴍy ᴀᴛᴛᴇɴᴛɪᴏɴ ʙᴀᴄᴋ.
          ᴡᴇ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴏᴠᴇ ᴀꜱ ᴛʜᴇy ᴛʀy ᴛᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ᴏɴ ᴍy ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅꜱ.
          ᴛᴏ ꜱᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴇʀᴠᴇ.
          ɪᴛꜱ ᴀ ᴅᴜᴛy ᴍᴜꜱᴛ ᴄᴏᴍᴩʟᴇᴛᴇ.
          ɪᴛꜱ ᴀ ʀᴀᴄᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴛɪᴍᴇ.
          ᴡᴇ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴜᴄᴄᴇᴇᴅ ...
          
          
          (ᴛσ ɓε ɕσʍԹʆεᴛε...)
          
          
          ~ᗩTIᑎYᗪEᗯᗪᖇOᑭ.

 "ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴅᴏ ɪ ɢᴏ?"
          
          
          In my mind is an endless chaos,
          The voices insides screams to do something,
          I try to suppress the thoughts about to spill,
          Disoriented I close my eyes,
          Breathing in  breathing out, 
          Trying to clam the strom within,
          Frustrated I let a silent scream,
          Close my eyes I sit still ,
          Concentrating on what's in control,
          Let my mind calm down ,
          Emotions on check,
          I get my consciousness,
          Finding things I never lost,
          A place to belong,
          Peace of mind and lost will.
          
          
          ~Atinydewdrop.

Hmm...I like doing this...u know...doing monthly conversation with myself.
          
          Anyway...I don't have anything to add so I'll get going.
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          Oh! By the way...if any unfortunate person do stumble on this page..
          Do check out the reading lists. There might be few books that are in series and are incomplete but they do well enough to make u read till last chapter.
          And by if u do like some of the book do tell me....Or Not.
           
          At last, Stay Happy , Stay healthy, Have loads of fun , Hope ur day be great and...Stay Safe too.
          
          Greetings!
          ~Atinydewdrop

Me every time I login to wattpad...
          Only one chapter a day.... 
          (few mins later)
          Just this book/story..
          (After breakless hours /competing more than given book)
          I swear this is the last book
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          Sudden realisation of spending too much time here..n logging out again.
          
          Only to be back week after. : P
          
          Reality Sucks. :' |
          
          
          

Is it weird that I read same kind of plots with different names and titles again and again?