I'm so tired. I'm emotionally, physically, and mentally drained. I'm out of the closet to just a few people who are dear friends. My parents and siblings are very homophobic folks though I love them dearly. My brother is a very homophobic pastor that makes me go to his fundamental Baptist church because I'm too feminine. My extraordinarily large family is close-minded people, and I'm so introverted and afraid of folks its hard to make friends. This weekend has been too hard. Just the average day of great ol' southern living!