@Aubrielle4
Hello?
Hi sweetie, it's me. I hope you're okay, I haven't seen any activity in months. I hope all is well for you. I miss chatting with you, I just hope you're okay. Haven't gone a day without thinking about you. Stay safe, my child. :)
(VENT!!!)
Just right now my mom and grandma gave me a whole lecture on why nobody cares for me and why I need to suck it all up, start acting normal, and let them control my own feelings, and why I’m so weak and helpless with everyone. My mom lies and manipulates me while they are telling me how why my dad doesn’t care for me and why he leaves me all the time. I’m so done with everyone I wanna run away from this place, it’s so sick and tiring and it damages me so much to the point I keep wanting to give up on my life. My mom isn’t even trying to keep up with my emotions or how I’m feeling, she keeps pointing out everything that I’m doing wrong instead of actually just helping me for once. I truly feel that I’m worthless and nobody cares for me unless they just need to use me for something then leave me all over again. The only time I feel useful is when somebody wants me to do something so they can be happy for like 6 seconds then abandon me since I’ve done what they asked, I feel like I’m the reason of everyone’s problems and I don’t deserve to even be with them. That’s it honestly I hope all of you are doing well though<3
@CantChooseA-Profile I’ve been coping good but I’ve been really busy like with shifting and I also might not talk for a small bit after this since my mom is transferring my phone to my grandmas old phone since my phone rn is gonna be disconnected
@Aubrielle4 How have you been coping btw? We havent really talked in hod knows how long
Lux: *Talking to her friends*
Marina: *Tugs on her shirt*
Lux: what is it?
Marina: Look at all those chickens!
Hanjin:.... Those aren't-
Lux: SSHHHHHH
Day 4 of watching the Batman movie for the 59th time and wanting to cosplay the riddler while also scripting to shift to the Batman movie with the joker because I’m not mentally sane
@CantChooseA-Profile oh I’m rlly sorry about that I forgot to say something!! Also deja vu? How? :o
@Aubrielle4 Bru, I just got deja vu reading that- Also are you okay? like, you never said anything on my board. I'm really worried.
Day 3 of being close to committing uninstall life
@Aubrielle4 Hey, if you need help, dont hesitate to vent to me. I'm here to listen and make your day better. I know what it's like to be depressed, and iys not a good place to be in, so I will do everything in my power to help you. Okay? I'm here to listen, I'm here to help, I'm here.
Day 2 of having a mental breakdown from being locked in a closet by my mom status report: feeling stressed and suicidal might be a problem
@Aubrielle4 NO. I WILL NOT ALLOW YOU TO BE SAD. YOURE LOVED YOURE VALID YOURE UNIQUE YOUR BEAUTIFUL YOUR SPECIAL TO SOMEONE YOUR IMPERFECTIONS ARE PERFECT TO ME
Day 1 of having mental breakdowns from school
@Aubrielle4 HERES SOME CHOCOLET AND MY AFFECTION ❤❤❤❤❤❤ Love YOU ✨✨ ✨✨ ✨✨✨✨ ☁☁☁☁☁☁☁ ☁☁☁ ☁☁ ☁☁☁☁ ☁☁☁☁☁☁ ☁☁☁☁☁☁☁
*Milo when Mr. Stark asks her to do something important*
Milo: You know the phrase 'If you want somthing done right, then do it yourself'?
Milo: Well the person who created that saying didnt take into account that I myself am a fucking idiot-
Aubri, are you okay!?
Aubri? Aubri please answer me, you're actually really scaring me.