So I have a problem.. And I don't feel comfortable talking to anyone else so I'm sorry if I'm a bother..
I've been dealing with a lot of stress lately and I feel like no one cares. Not to mention that my parent see nothing wrong. It's always "clean your room" and "fix your attitude". I'm not trying to make them seem mean or anything, they just don't care..
A few days ago everything felt numb.. all the complaints my family and even some of my friends had said got to me and I just didn't care.. My parents threatened to take away my phone and t.v., knowing damn well I can't sleep without noise. I just shrugged it off. I was too numb to care at that point.. my parents and even my grandma started yelling at me how I should care more and stuff like that. I spaced out, not even bothering to listen to what they were saying.
My brother punched me, like, really hard today. He hurt himself and I didn't even flinch or react to the pain. It just felt numb. Same with yesterday. I got stung by a bee on the arm and just flinched. It didn't even hurt that bad. It just felt numb I guess..
I need comfort or something. Practically all my scars are open from picking because of anxiety . (Don't worry, the scars are from bug bites. I haven't cut in almost a year) I don't really find anything real people say funny anymore. Sleeping is almost impossible anymore. Reading YouTube is the only reason I'm on my phone. I'm sorry for the rant, I just needed to get it off my chest. Other than me, I hope you guys are okay and just stay positive. Also stay safe
