August

Going to make my vent book here as I don’t come here often 

I am sorry I failed her a son. I failed them as a brother. Once I can escape them I will be gone. Don’t go looking for me, I won’t return. 

I promise I will update my book that I did that involves with my kids. I just been busy. Cut me some slack. 

I will be working on a book called, “Worth Fighting For” for my son who was admitted to a mental hospital a few days ago. I appreciate all the support you have giving him. Seeing this support means a lot and don’t worry the next time I talk to him I will tell him. 

Yasha,
          
          Don’t think I don’t know you still look at my stuff. I know you do because you made the wrong decision to click on my Tik Tok account today. Don’t think I don’t remember of the person you killed. He was 18 years old. He was 18 years old and you forced him to his death. For months I as well as others had to deal with losing him. For months we grieved. FOR FUCKEN MONTHS I HAD TO WALK THIS EARTH ASKING MYSELF WHY I DIDN’T SEE THE SIGNS, WHY COULDN’T IT BE ME WHO DIED! FOR MONTHS I BEGGED THE EARTH TO SWITCH PLACES WITH HIM SO HE CAN LIVE. I HAD TO STAY OF THIS EARTH KNOWING THAT I WILL NEVER SEE HIS SMILE! THAT I WILL NEVER HEAR HIM LAUGH AGAIN! THAT I WILL NEVER SEE HIM GETTING TO SEE HIM AGAIN! HE WILL NEVER GET TO WATCH HIS NEPHEW OR SISTER GRADUATE! HE WILL NEVER GET TO MEET HIS GODDAUGHTER IN PERSON! WE WILL NEVER GET MARRIED TO RUSKI! HE WILL NEVER GET TO GROW OLD! HE WILL NEVER GET TO HAVE A FAMILY OF HIS OWN BECAUSE OF YOU! YOU KILLED HIM! HE IS DEAD BECAUSE OF YOU! HE IS STUCK IN 2024 BECAUSE OF YOU! YOU DONE ENOUGH DAMAGE TO US! LEAVE US ALONE! 
          
          ~ Ausie

2025 is here and you know what that means. A whole new year. I am so excited for this coming year. Many new updates yay. 

Everyone I have big news. My YouTube channel is active. I have a video of me playing Minecraft in there right now. Don’t judge. I want some ideas from you guys of what you want me to do. I am thinking about making some book covers for future books for my next video. What do you guys think? 

MERRY CHRISTMAS 

OI WHERE IS MY AUSMAR BOOK YOUR PROMISED ME HAHA

Big News Fir 2025
          
          I will be starting a YouTube channel showing how I create my books, art, and my graphic art designs. 
          
          I am excited to share this with all of you. I hope you enjoy my content as much as I enjoy making them for you all. 
          
          Quick update, my first story will be posted on December 25th.