JemimaIsAPunkRocker

I posted a new poetry book! I've only published 2 poems so far, but I'll publish more in the coming weeks.

Merry Christmas!!!

I have never been so confused about how I feel in my life 

Guys me and my bf are seeing Megadeth on their farewell tour in February!!! I'm so excited even though it's 2 months away! 

I added another poem to my poetry book if anyone has read anything from that or is interested. I was in a sad poetry mood and figured I'd upload another one.

Hey everyone,
          
          I know I haven't been on here much lately. Truthfully, I'm struggling mental health wise right now. I relapsed with self- harm, and having more trouble taking care of myself than usual, can't bring myself to do things I enjoy as easily as I should be able to. I'm not doing super well right now. 
          
          I told my boyfriend that I cut, and he wasn't mad, more disappointed. We've been together for a year and four months now, and he's well aware that I struggle with depression. Now though, I'm at the point where I'm starting to worry that he'll actually realize how crazy and fucked up I am, because I haven't been this depressed in a while. He's super understanding, and I probably am silly for worrying about that, but I can't help it. For a long time I thought I was unlovable, and now those feelings are starting to come back. And I just don't want to ruin our relationship because of my insecurity, like I've done in the past. 
          
          Alright, that's the end of my venting session. I just needed somewhere to talk about my problems. 

You know what's funny? When your mother has you, signing up for not only 18 years of taking care of you, but a whole lifetime of taking care of you, because that's what a mother should do, then gets mad at you for needing her help. ‍

Hey everyone!
          
          It's been a while since I've been on here. I got a new phone a few months ago and got logged out. 
          
          I kinda need advice, and to vent I guess. The last few weeks, I've been feeling kinda down, I don't know exactly why. My life is pretty good right now, all things considered. I have a job, my boyfriend is amazing. My home life isn't great, it's okay I guess, but not great. Nothing new there. I have gained weight though, because I've been eating too much. And really been neglecting self care.
          
          I also haven't been tapping into my creative side as much as I should (e.g writing, playing bass). That goes with self care I guess though. But yeah, I've just been feeling kinda down and not like myself lately. Maybe I should go back to therapy, I'm really not sure, though. 
          
          Anyway, it's nice to be back on Wattpad :))

Guys I need advice
          My boyfriend is going away to south america for spring break, and for 3 or 4 days, he isn't going to have internet. I can get really bad separation anxiety, and going that long without hearing from him is gonna be tough for me. We haven't ever gone a day without talking to each other since we've been together. Does anyone have any advice as to how to deal with separation anxiety?

I think one of my stories got taken down...