AuntJemimaIsAPunk

I added another poem to my poetry book if anyone has read anything from that or is interested. I was in a sad poetry mood and figured I'd upload another one.

AuntJemimaIsAPunk

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Hey everyone,
          
          I know I haven't been on here much lately. Truthfully, I'm struggling mental health wise right now. I relapsed with self- harm, and having more trouble taking care of myself than usual, can't bring myself to do things I enjoy as easily as I should be able to. I'm not doing super well right now. 
          
          I told my boyfriend that I cut, and he wasn't mad, more disappointed. We've been together for a year and four months now, and he's well aware that I struggle with depression. Now though, I'm at the point where I'm starting to worry that he'll actually realize how crazy and fucked up I am, because I haven't been this depressed in a while. He's super understanding, and I probably am silly for worrying about that, but I can't help it. For a long time I thought I was unlovable, and now those feelings are starting to come back. And I just don't want to ruin our relationship because of my insecurity, like I've done in the past. 
          
          Alright, that's the end of my venting session. I just needed somewhere to talk about my problems.

AuntJemimaIsAPunk

Hey everyone!
          
          It's been a while since I've been on here. I got a new phone a few months ago and got logged out. 
          
          I kinda need advice, and to vent I guess. The last few weeks, I've been feeling kinda down, I don't know exactly why. My life is pretty good right now, all things considered. I have a job, my boyfriend is amazing. My home life isn't great, it's okay I guess, but not great. Nothing new there. I have gained weight though, because I've been eating too much. And really been neglecting self care.
          
          I also haven't been tapping into my creative side as much as I should (e.g writing, playing bass). That goes with self care I guess though. But yeah, I've just been feeling kinda down and not like myself lately. Maybe I should go back to therapy, I'm really not sure, though. 
          
          Anyway, it's nice to be back on Wattpad :))

AuntJemimaIsAPunk

Guys I need advice
          My boyfriend is going away to south america for spring break, and for 3 or 4 days, he isn't going to have internet. I can get really bad separation anxiety, and going that long without hearing from him is gonna be tough for me. We haven't ever gone a day without talking to each other since we've been together. Does anyone have any advice as to how to deal with separation anxiety?

AuntJemimaIsAPunk

I will try my best to do that, thanks for the reply :)
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97_Bonnie_And_Clyde

@AuntJemimaIsAPunk  just talk to him before he leaves, and when he isn’t around to talk just surround yourself with fun things to do and distract yourself the best you can.
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AuntJemimaIsAPunk

I think one of my stories got taken down...

AuntJemimaIsAPunk

It was a Billie Joe Armstrong one, this is terrible but i can't remember what i named it lol. It was about a 16 year old who was his neighbor falling in love with him. I published it quite a long time ago, and just last night I noticed it's not on my profile anymore.
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whatsername_mbjt

@AuntJemimaIsAPunk damnnn which one?
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lauraleal045

Hello @AuntJemomalIsaPunk,
          
          Could i ask for a Metallica fanfiction and a Kirk Hammett love story but with a plot twist?

lauraleal045

@AuntJemimalsapunk, okay, how would you start the prolonge and first chapter?
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AuntJemimaIsAPunk

@lauraleal045 I could maybe do that sometime. However, i am in my last year of university and busy as hell these days, so it may take some time for me to write it.
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lauraleal045

@auntjemimaisapunk,
            
            I wanted to know if you could do a Metallica and Motley Crue fanfiction and a Kirk Hammett love story where the main character is portrayed by Nina Dobrev and she's the younger sister of none other than Nikki Sixx himself and here character's name is Jenna Ferrera and how her story with meeting Metallica and falling in love with Kirk is that Jenna works as a waitress with a bit of stripping involved and she meets James and Lars who become her friends and regulars while living briefly in the Sunset Strip before moving to San Francsico where they meet Cliff and Kirk and her story is a bit similar to the character's Y/N L/N's story in the Ain't No Mountain High Enough and yes it's told from Jenna's pov. I was thinking that Jenna would find work in either music or acting or work behind the scenes in the entertainment industy. What do you think?
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