Hello loves,
Okay okay ik that I've been rlly inactive here.....buttttt life's been shitty to me lately and I needed 'me' time. I guess I needed to find out who I really am, also I graduated last week btw...hehe
anyway in trying figure out myself...I think I might be BI..and that's not a good thing..
don't get me wrong I support the lgbq+ community with the whole of y heart but my family is very religious and if they found out they would kick me out. how do I know this? well for one, I have an elder cousin and she's lesbian ..and she came out to her parents
and the next day she was thrown out of the house, and none of us are allowed to talk to her...but I look up to her a lot, and I still contact her (secretly ofc).
i found out she moved to America with her girlfriend and I'm happy for her :)
but I'm not as courageous as her...I'm too scared to tell my parents, and 2021 has been crap in general for me...
first my boyfriend (now ex) cheats on me with my best friend (now ex), and then my other best friend tells me she's been using me for 10 freakin' years, and now this..
I'm scared guys and idk what to do....
well that's it ig, I just wanted to tell y'all :)
Hope all of u lovely people are doing well <3
~Aurelia