@AustinCosplayLover
Hey y'all sooo about two months ago I triex to od and was in a psych ward I've taken up vaping and smoking weed and have been in a bad mental state for awhile. Trying to get better but who knows. If you wanna talk pm me I'll try to respond as soon as possible
Sooo... life update. Recently started cutting again and tried to drown myself in the tub... my parents still don’t know nor does anyone at my school, I haven’t gone to my therapist in three weeks for all kinds of different reasons and I haven’t been eating so I’m only 103 at 15 and 5’2 Getting really close to underweight
I’m fucking balling my eyes out... I need someone to talk to please....
Just a small update, I lost two cats in less then a week. I cut for the first time in many months, I barely passed this semester and am done with my ENTIRE family
Hey y'all, sorry I haven't been active or posting schools been rough. I have been reading some books on here. I've also been distracted with my boyfriend after school so there's that. The time that I'm not doing that idk but I don't know if I'll publish anymore. Not many people read them
It's 5:00 in the morning I've been up since midnight. I can't sleep, it's either to hot or to cold and it sucks. I'm so tired but can't sleep and don't like taking my sleeping meds
Hey guys. Sorry I haven't updated my books, I've been busy with school, and no one's really reading them. I've been a bit down lately and don't really have someone to vent to. So if anyone's willing to listen then please pm me.
I hate that my brother is now going to the same highschool as me now! I transferred then a day later he did! He's a bitch I hate him I want him out of my life! I WISH HE WAS NEVER BORN! I HAD A GREAT DAY AT SCHOOL EXCEPT FOR PE BECAUSE WOULD NOT LEAVE ME ALONE! AND WHEN HE GETS HOME FROM HIS DUMB BAND SHIT HE STARTS YELLING AT ME OVER NOTHING! I CALLED HIM A CUNT IN SIGH LANGUAGE AND GOT IN TROUBLE BUT HE SAYS HE'S GONNA BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF A GUY HE DOESN'T KNOW AND CUT THEIR DICK OFF AND DOESN'T GET IN TROUBLE AT ALL!!!! MY DAD IS SUCH AN ASSHOLE! I'VE BEEN REFUSING TO EAT OR TAKE MY MEDS AND I LAY IN BED ALL DAY AFTER SCHOOL! I TELL THEM EVERYTHING IS FINE WITH ME BUT THING'S AREN'T FINE, MY BFF IS GETTING MORE AND MORE DISTANT AND WON'T EVEN TALK TO ME AT SCHOOL! I HAD ONE SINGLE GOOD DAY AND THEN EVERYTHING WENT TO SHIT!!!!! I'M SO SO FUCKING CLOSE TO CUTTING AGAIN! BUT I PROMISED MY BOYFRIEND I WOULDN'T I DON'T WANT TO BREAK THE PROMISE BUT I ALSO DON'T WANT TO TELL HIM WHAT'S GOING ON CAUSE I DON'T WANT HIM TO WORRY AND IT'S SO FUCKING HARD! MY DAD THREATENED TO PULL ME BACK OUT OF SCHOOL EVEN THOUGH IT WAS MY SECOND FUCKING DAY TODAY!
MY BROTHER IS SUCH A FUCKING INCONSIDERATE NARCISSISTIC CUNT! I hate him I can't wait till he's 18 and fucking leaves!!!! He keeps fucking yelling at me, the second we picked him up from school he started yelling at me. I've been working in my grandma's yard in 105 degree weather and he thinks he has the right to say he's been doing things all day to but IT'S THE FIRST FUCKING DAY FOR HIM HE'S NOT DOING SHIT YET!!! Someone fucking kill me, end my suffering!!! Please!!!!
Sooo today I've been doing ok but it's the date my grandma's boyfriend who was like a grandfather to me past away last year and my bff of 5 years past 3 years ago....
